@Talon 31 January 2022 more from that month

Spectrum Of Thoughts This is exactly something I should not indulge in, thoughts about life but that's where my mind wants to be so I'll let it. If life cannot be called a broad spectrum then I guess my head must be spewing a lot of rubbish right now. Its funny how something can be so amazing, sad, happy, deceptive, indescribable, and more all at the same time. It baffles me sometimes how it can be solid, liquid and gaseous at the same time. This is me trying to be chemical about it. To me its bliss while its war to you and color to another. Isn't it just amazing! Have you seen or heard of another phenomenon that is capable of change in nano seconds? Life indeed is too broad for my feeble mind to comprehend and why I chose to write on this is something I find even more strange. I'd like to describe my mood as happy right now, so I'd probably find myself yearning towards the bright skies that life has to offer. How it brings fortune overnight to those it finds deserving and does not hesitate to do to them as it pleases irrespective of what you and I think. Have you ever thought about what would happen if life could be influenced till the end, like if one had control or at least a say in every occurrence before they occurred. I guess life wouldn't be as bumpy as it is for most now. I wonder who gave it life, the name seems to fit perfectly. It could also be that life named itself and made itself unpredictable alongside so that we could never understand its mode of operation. I wonder why it doesn't get tired of being in control. It has been in control since time immemorial and won't step down even for a little while, that weird. The only time it ever let's its hand off the reins of decision is when its counterpart death has been chosen. Its like life just gives up and walks away. I wouldn't blame it though, its probably going through a lot more than we can imagine. We all blame life for being unfair for the most minute problem that we face. I'm sure if I were life, I'd be overwhelmed with all the blames and name calling. Well what can I say, I'm sure you'd agree that if life is tired, it should probably just resign and leave us to our fate. Life not only rules but is in alignment with the past, present and future. In fact, it is the past present and future. I feel sorry for life sometimes, it has to shoulder all that weight of knowledge of the very end from the beginning or maybe life is just as oblivious as you and I and goes through everyday at a time like us too. I don't think life is to blame all the time really. I think its as innocent as time. Life only brings what we create and most times the ripple effects of all our previous actions that we've forgotten about. Unlike us, life is not in the place to forget or lose information. **Conclusion** I guess you could term this as my personal ramble or thoughts. It might make no sense, or might be a very biased expression it however does hold some truth. ***The quicker we stop blaming life and stand, the better for us all.*** Thanks for reading.