@Tacobells 27 July 2021 more from that month

Kagabi bago matulog yung dasal ko is "sana yung pabirthday naman sakin ni God is yung stable job naman". Then this morning i received a call from City Marshal Office na pinag rereport na ako as officer for CCTV Operator. At first i was so happy kasi makakawprk ko sin yung friend ko and good thing kasi "Government daw" "maraming benefits" but before that call naka engage na ako as a Loan Officer in a Private Company so hirap na hirap talaga yung kalooban ko ngayon. Di ko alam kung anong pipiliin ko. Sa totoo lang tatlong tawag yun eh yung isa as a Barista sa isang coffee shop kaso ni-decline ko. Anyqay guys baka po may mai-aadvice kayo saakin? Sobrang torn ako ngayon grabe. Napasobra ata si lord ng blessing sakin ngayon, di ko alam kung anong plano nya at binigyan ako ng gantong klase ng pag dedesisyon. Im honestly weak at that part.