@Sydai01 23 August 2021 more from that month

Talking to Nanay yesterday (My grandmother,my mom's mother) : I am taking a selfie... Then my Nanay started talking.. We talk Bisaya one of the Philippines dialect.. Nanay: Nasayangan jud ko kay daisy ba. Me& my sissy: Ngano man Nay? Nanay: Nasayangan rako.. Then I started to get curious but that time, I know what she wants to say... So I asked Nanay again... Me: Ngano diay Nay? Nanay:Nasayangan ko sa imu kay gamay kaayo kag nawong murag manika (she mean I look like a doll) My sister : Ehh? Ayaw ana Nay ganahan napud na si Ate Hahahaha Inside me I know what she wants to say : She mean she regrets because I got pregnant early and had a child, I haven't even met a sensible man (but a cheaters instead haha). For me, that's okay, maybe this is really my destiny. I honestly don't believe in destiny because for me Destiny is in control and your decision must be followed. Like me, I was wrong by the person I loved then, so I am a single mother now that's the fruit of my wrong decisions before. That's why I'm really afraid to trust, I'm afraid to love, because I don't want to make mistakes and I especially don't want to be hurt. But when I said I love you... I mean it...