You are suffering the punishment of his disobedience, and you are suffering the pain of loneliness.
Yet you are not looking for his closeness in the midst of loyalty.
Surprisingly,
You knew God, but you did not love Him.
1. Time seemed to stand still
All the scenes of this heavenly world seemed to be dirty!
Your eyes fell on another pair of eyes.
You have lost the language.
You went back to that life in the world many years ago.
There are two eyes full of love
For the first time, your spouse is watching with all his heart.
Your heart is swept away by the waves of all the unknown feelings.
I remember drawing a lot of dreams,
The ultimate dream is one - to go to paradise together.
All silent, not a moment passed, the whole day was gone, not understood. Because, in this world, it is difficult to calculate the time.
2. Imagine for a second you were transposed into the karmic driven world of Earl.
You will meet the mother, father, grandmother, elder brother whom you have buried with your own hands.
They will ask about the life of this world, they will say how is that friend of yours?
You will say - he died 3 years ago, you have not met him.
Everyone will stop, and realize that he could not die by faith.
3. Suicide can never be a solution, even from a religious point of view it is a crime; But there may be a way to reduce depression immediately.
Attack the emotion, not the soul.
Suicide?
Attack the emotion, not the soul!
What happens to the attack of emotion if the soul does not have the entity to sustain it?
Even then not suicide.
4. Suddenly the soil on both sides
Grabbed you,
Before screaming
Each of your limbs merged into one in an instant.
Was it the wonder of the grave?
Are you in a group of punished people?
Grave
5. I want respect but I don't have self-esteem
Learn to be self-respecting You don't have to ask for respect. Even if you knock someone all the time, he is not getting the proper status. Then you will understand that he does not deserve to be in your friends list.
Spend that time in the way of Allah, InshaAllah
You don't have to go with borrowed honor, God willing, you can be dignified, before that build your self-dignity.