The application process has begun. This application is not related to my career. In other news, why are the Presidents posing for a fashion magazine? Also, I still look the same except the bad haircut.
@Stea in August 2022
I have come to realize that the reason I post lesser compared to before is my Boyfriend 😠. Previously I had no one to talk to so I would talk here. Now I talk to him day and night and finally I have nothing left to say, and get blank when I try to type here. So angry I am😠.
I'm really so loved 🥰. I was cleaning the refrigerator today and got too tired to cook, so my boyfriend ordered food for me. My father is bringing home sweets that I've been eyeing for almost a month, its very difficult to find it here in Mumbai. Sunday has been so good indoors 😌.
I have come to realize that I can't and shouldn't share everything with my boyfriend. Some thoughts, I think, should be kept private only. I don't want to bother him with my crude and temporary thoughts. Would it be right for me to use him as an emotional vessel? I don't think so. In other news, all my dreams will soon come to a full stop.
I'm getting married to my boyfriend, probably in less than 60 days. Both our parents have met. The families love each other. While I'm happy to get married to him, and excited for our lives together, I'm not ready to get married so young. I had many many dreams to fulfill before getting married. I have never had a fling. I've never truly traveled solo. What about my dream to make out with a strange Frenchman? I'm scared to have regrets.
I'm so tired of everything.