@SoooookritaMook 8 June 2021 more from that month

Read this if you are ‘Ugly’

“Your head is too big” “Your teeth are messed up” “You have an ugly smile” “Your nose is too flat” “Your skin is too dark” I grow up with people often telling me these so often that I once lost all my confidence. I used to hate being photographed because I felt ugly. (This is a reason why I don’t have many pictures of myself when I was younger) I hate seeing myself in a picture and watching myself in a video. Even things get better since I grow more confident now but watching myself in a video is still very cringe for me. It affects me a lot since I just started my YouTube channel and I’m forced to watch it. I felt so jealous of people who have the physical appearance that fits the beauty standards. I was jealous that they could live, laugh, and smile so freely. They get to wear clothes they want, the same clothes I also want to wear but I wasn’t confident enough. I was always wishing to become as pretty as them to live that lives until I came to realize that I would have to wait forever because I will never fit their standard of being pretty. I don’t want to wait to wear the clothes I want. I don’t want to keep my hair long when the weather is so hot so I can cover half of my face underneath it. I no longer want to hide my smile.... I just want to live. *“And if I don't fit other people’s beauty standards, I'll become a new, different standard and just live my happiest live.”* If you’re reading this!!! You’re very beautiful!!!!! You’re super duper cuteee!!! You’re pretty!!!!!!! Can you read it? YOU! Are! Pretty! Too!!!!