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Billion years of love Daily morning i see only you With every coming up sun I see nothing But darkness With every setting sun I’m desperate for serenity Sometimes I wonder If in this world of billions I’m utterly alone When you have a Lot to speak But no one to hear You linger in agony And cry in loneliness I wonder what a glum Life Has become When I see faces smiling at me I question, what is that they need from me? The journey of life is miserable and rough It has become a lonesome abode Cold and Quite and alone But sometimes I see Nature around me A billion of stars scintillating; An Inevitable rainbow of amusing shades The melodious sound of seven notes; Cheerful birds building a treetop home The lush green meadows hallowed by sun; the only things that are Gleeful in the land of callous. Some say it’s how life suppose, To be But I feel someone Will fill colors and splendor in life; The love I have always craved The possessions I have always dreamt The happiness I thought, Cannot be; It all seems sorrowful but, One day it’ll vanish away After every night A brighter morning arises Behind every dark cloud A silver beam of moon peaks After every disastrous storm A vibrancy in the sky fills in After all, there’s nothing Time cannot heal, it take some time.

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Much needed person You are always with me All the time when i fall When i need you, you are the only who was there I never wanted that for you A broken home But the truth is It sounds worse than it is It was always broken I cant walk, he taught me Duty and honour I cant talk he teach me Framed by walls And a roof Happiness lain on an altar of Ideals Not a home but a house Ruled by ghosts And now I am Alive Home is blood and bone A kiss on the forehead The comfort of my loud snoring in the night As my fathers snoring was to me In our modest home Which wasn’t really broken The foundation just rested on something other than Father is a best gift that god gifted to us My childhood life is so memorable for him.

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First time i met you First time i saw you then i take a deep breath To talk to you gently but You are so cute that i cant talk Properly that time you give a smile And i falling love with you Till the Moment I Saw You I don't know what I was doing, Till the moment I saw you; My savior, my hope, my ambtion. I was sick. For your love and present I become a gentleman Sick to the the core. I was useless, Being eaten by the world... Till the moment I saw you. You saved me, i was saved by you Like a flower that blooms in the night. I didn't believe in affection, Till the moment I saw you. I'm now in an endless affection... The purpose of my existence, The only cure for my sickness. A hole in my heart is gone, After that I saw you; What beatiful memories you offered to me! I cant forget that, it will stay in my heart My unwritten fairytale. You are now in my dreams. You are just like a fairy in my fair tail.

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Stand on your own feet Life is hard this is a part And don't be sad. Don't you make things bad Dont be afraid by see a black cat In Everytime you got mad. Life is as sticky as dirty mud Don't be coward ! Don't be morbid ! Don't be afraid.. Just go and hold.. Make your body cold You need to be bold! And Pretend you're glad ! For the fortune you had! It Doesnt look so bad Do you forgot what they told? For you is to embolden your hardihood. You're not as weak as unsound liquid So don't get drowned with the viscid mud. Do you forgot what you dreamed? For you is to awake from your nightmarish dream. You're not as strong as a wood But tougher than a solid gold. Don't say " I can't" instead say " I should !!." In your strength I believed. Make you strong as you are For what you've done, I accepted Atleast you fought in a battle and never yield. Strengthen your wings Make big your cheast Open your eyes. InshaAllah Sun will rise soon.

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I want to love you "Where to put you my love Where will I keep you? She thinks of me More fear of losing than happy of power, Only that suspicion arises in my mind. I will keep my eyes on you I want to hug you daily Doubt still does not leave behind, If I lose you in these tears at any one moment. I will keep my smile on you to see you happy Arranged very carefully One fear still makes me think, If I forget this smile for any reasons. I will keep you in this house of mind Lots of love to you my love That skepticism there just makes me think that If you leave the house without a reason, The mind will be abandoned in this life. Where will I keep you? In my heart and brain Only mine does No doubt, fear cannot go anywhere. There will be no fear of losing Suspicion of leaving I want to keep you there. I make you my poem And read hundred times Decorate with words in my poems, I put in my feelings Be thoughtful On every page of the poem. I am mad for your love I will keep it in the library of the mind Be created by me Little to everyone but unique to me. Love me baby i am hungry for your love.

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Minds canvas I am not an artist Still want to draw something Grossly holding the brush My heart break by crush Painting with a lost mind The canvas is standing In front of my eyes Like as a mirror Everything is go like error Try to reflect mind’s thoughts In the canvas of mind Again i draw something Again the brush is moving Again you are in my mind It’s doing something I draw your face I am in absent mind My vision seems not mine Someone helps to feel that Try to draw A story of flash fiction Addiction or affection Whatever’s that I am not conscious but Still superficial Try to take a profound sense Now a pic is visualized so much Oh God, What’s that My lost love My first love Still persists In the deepest corner of my mind My mind is under control by your heart.

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You loved me Many golden days A golden memory I was so stupid I never valued you You always cared I just disappeared I was so lucky Meeting with you You are so sweet I am so hard and rude Your every thoughts Always delightful Meaningful Encouraged me Facing hardships Giving your shoulder When in need That was my stupidity Disconnected with you You are the only one who loved me Now at this time My heart missing you I couldn’t find you Only that golden memories You gave me Persisted Within me I cherished that My mind still missed you What can i do now? If you reject me now I have to live alone forever.

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A father last poem I request to everyone there's so many wat if in my mind, I am married my wife just gave birth to my child, wat if i dont live longer than i expected i'willleave my child in this world full of hatred, but please my family and friend, if u will ever see my child along the way, through your mouth pls tell the words i wanna say, My time is so low how i love her and pls keep her always safe, though life is the only thing that i gave, though i never wanted to leave, but its too late for me to be save, i know im asking way too much, i know ur all there n if she'll fall ur there to catch, the last favor im gonna ask, coz im not gonna live long to see the last... Take care to my family if i die

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Pain in soul Pain in soul that never had a goal Pain is living but you feel dead Pain is always take a lead Pain is having family and friends but you feel alone Pain is a Crack inside your bone Pain is crying on the inside while crying on the outside Pain is falling into love and break your heart Pain is hurting inside consistently but you don’t react Pain is you and love is pain Pain is scared to move on Pain is knowing no one actually loves you Pain is thinking you’re welcome but they hate you Pain is talking about it nobody understands Pain is a lifeparter who always stay with you Pain is hurting yourself and you don’t feel nothing Pain is earning respect who dont give respect on anything Pain is asking for help and everyone laughs Pain is telling your death before it happens Pain is life pain is permanent cry Pain is your feelings that never dry.

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Special thanks to readcash hello readcash thank you for letting me join. I started writing when i was 13, im 20now. i should have many more but i dont. i hope as i share the ups and downs of my life that it will touch some of you in away that will let you know that you are not alone. well here it goes. i think i was about 17 when i wrote this one. Thankful to readcash to remove our lonleyness and stay with us. Your fund give us reward and encourage us to write. We are greatfull about this site. I am Unemployed and feeling depressed all the time but now i am so happy by using this site. Really its awesome. I write for pleasure and money Readcash is my love and honey No one listens to my words they only hear my silence. i pay attention to all they say, and listen when they speak. my ears and my heart are their sounding board, in turn i have none, i only have myself. I come to readcash and write something They give me points and i smile the ink is my breath, the pen is my words and the paper is my ears. Now i type with my hand and writing all the time i feel i lift the spirit of everyone in need, but when my spirit is broke, there is no one to be seen. i am the falling tree in the forest that no one seems to hear. This is my world now.

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Without you i am nothing Oh my dear, you are only mine When we brekup i feel so lonley without you I am alive but I feel dead It seems like no one can see that Everytime when I think about Yu My pain is paining deeper I always want to commit suicide Cause I can't live without you I'm living but I feel dead I'm in pain , can't you see that ? Perhaps that what you wanted Perhaps seeing me Surcrifising this pain it makes you happy I don't know what to do anymore Because I have tried my best But it's okay cause I can see That I'm not enough For you. Please tell me that Am i perfect for you or not? Ans me my dear love

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Jolly life Life is jolly chill and cool Be smart always dont be fool Different game The world is same Different is game Corona is the name No use of fame Without mask lame; Who is to blame? How it came? China is the name World must tame Stopping Corona is aim. Stay home and safe Listen songs in a tape. Eat and sleep dance and sing In a few days try to be a good human Being.

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If Girl marry a poet Every girls like poetry If i marry a poet i dont need to read He always telling me poet, I marry a poet If I marry a poet, He will spill ink onto my pure soul And patch it with flatters And hyperbolic flowers If I marry a poet, all he'll know is how to cuddle my curves with his pen His vision will deceive his heart He'll look at me as a paper And write his soul's desires onto my fair skin Her dream come true Her mind and soul feelup with poetry If I marry a poet, We will become the perfect Example of metaphor flowing On the slippery lips of all and sundry If I marry a poet, Every night dinner Will be a banquet of words Luring our day to the arms of night If I marry a poet, He will turn me into poetic lines My existence will be a rhyme scheme And our relationship will be in stanzas. If a marry a poet, He'll make love to me on paper.@sploitt ell his paper of my lips blossoming tender roses He'll tell his paper stories about my spotless skin And yet all am full of are insecurities and a lot to hide.

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Criticise Wife Take care your wife love your wife if you dont she will cut your nose with a knife. Criticising wife is dangerous Criticising wife is very dangerous It may push you to condition serious If you have a fight sorry to her You may have all the power and might But always accept that wife is right Otherwise you position will be tight; Care about your wife makes her happy If wife criticise you, consider it for good But if you criticise your wife, you will not get food To you, ant moment wife may behave rude But never try to upset her smiling mood If she is angry, you not be forced to be nude. If you want your position and pride Just love her she will love you like a floating kite.

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The Affirmations of love Waiting for your lover is not enough to a real lover. Why you suffer lonley so that you have a person who love you. The Affirmations of Love Sometimes You cannot see in behind of a man’s hidden agenda Because he is like a chameleon by nature, got more faces than the academy awards His ulterior motive for really wanting you, is to take aim at your most prized possession, that pink pearl and obtaining it by any means necessary Question is which mask will he use? The one that lies through contradiction and is intentionally chosen to confuse Or the one that is a poised gentleman and profoundly patient Sometimes Though he has to have you as his midnight obsession If he really wants you He will quickly learn to hurry up and wait You will not have to tell him to stay in his lane He will show you better than he can tell you that he can, without you ever having to have to ever ask He will not take anything about you for granted And take just one look into your eyes and know that playing the young and the restless with your heart is out of the question Sometimes Featuring you, to me means having you before me In front of me, so that your goddess like beauty can sparkle and glow in your inevitable light And I am standing or walking in the shade of your significantly immersed sexy shadows subconsciously feeling your every mood, your every thought, until I am touching what is soft about you in the middle of the moonlight’s silver night Sometimes There is no other woman near or within my heart of yours, it can’t be infiltrated, it can’t be penetrated, it can’t be cat-fished, if they tried to take me away from your one of a kind love they’d walk away belittled, infuriated, disparaged and mentally entangled in their selfishly snide contempt wishing they had a swallow of Cupid’s brew This says to me that you are the First Lady An intellectually finessed Queen of being phenomenally sophisticated in valor No not a temptress, though you are being thoroughly fantasized as being such by mysterious eyes overshadowing every little thing about you for themselves But I already have what they are all thirsty for and I am never gonna give you up Sometimes I can just see myself tasting your forbidden peach passion fruit until I faint Aroused and doused in a surreal feeling that is quite quaint Because it’s the only way that I can hold onto you when somethings wrong with me in my life, knowing that if I ask you to bring your love to me in a mellifluous whisper, you would with your heart’s unrequited love wearing something light blue And it is not like we have not done that before, it is easy for me because it is you that I simply adore, through and through Sometimes I am looking at you in a way as like never before An affirmation of loveYour shadow’s shaded dark light now carefully follows you around Shouldering your lovely face’s reflective light of intuition with an obscure disillusioned frown Since he walked away without saying goodbye from your door You are not sleeping at all Over a ruthless ghost Wholly absorbed in the thoughts of a broken heart and as it gets heavier and heavier, the feeling becomes the outermost Do not worry, do not be afraid, you will be loved once again, but this time around, refuse to fall Come here, let me swab those uncontrolled tears from the enchanting cheeks on your face with some kisses of succulent desire while massaging the madness and the tension that he left upon your heart still burning in your temples I have known and waited for you, for an exceptionally long time When a man does that, the love of you has become his Jasmine Strawberry wine And, that indicative instinctive dip in your cheek’s subjunctive mood of smiles, those delightful dimples Pirouettes your love that is unspoken. **If you like my Explaining please support me**

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During old age, without wife you are zero When you appreciate your wife You appreciate your own life After fifty, with wife you are hero During old age, without wife you are zero You friend circle will be limited and narrow; Appreciate your bold and beautiful companion In life she will make you all rounder and champion. She will teach you how to balance life and work Every moment she will deliver motivational talk In the parties without beautiful wife how can you rock?

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Testy vegetables recipe A dawn of rice potatoes Engineering - Wilcap 1 - 4 potatoes - A/2 cup - Ada, garlic and onion, one tables bum, - The onion Cuchi 1/2 cup, - Yellow pepper-pepper - Elach - 1 - Daruchini one piece - Tejplate 1 - Seven-eight of the raw peppers - Sure-1/2 teaspoon - Salt measures - Oil - The water is like a quantity Ready ready Cube and potatoes and potatoes Put yellow and pepper with a little yellow and pepper in the potato A container heaps and peas and potatoes, and just pool and potatoes Then give it to the spices if the oil is a cuchi and red it with all the spices Then cover the vessels, potatoes and beans. Get the water down and give it a raw pepper. If you're done with potato spoon, you're done well Put a little hanging on the hole Serve with hot rice or bread

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You are my heart I Only loving You I only have to look at you And you set my heart on fire Your dark sultry looks Fills me with a burning desire You are more to me Than you will ever know You are everything to me That’s why I love you so Now I have found you An stay with me everytime My life feels complete When you with me I will fall down on my knees And worship at your dainty feet I love your smiling teeth There is nothing in this world For you that I wouldn’t do I would swim the deepest ocean Just so I could be with you To make you happy i can do everything Just for proving you how much i love you To live without your love I know I couldn’t survive You are the breath in my lungs That keeps me alive I long to hold you And keep you safe with me And tell you I love you every day For the rest of all eternity To hold your body next to mine When you are feeling weak To listen to your silence When you don’t want to speak To hold you in my strong arms And watch you as you fall asleep To kiss your beautiful lips tenderly Your safety i promise I will keep No one will ever love you The same way that I do I want to spend my whole life Until the day I die only loving you For: @Shailaishrah

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Everyone like Akshay Akshay Kumar an Indian film actor who mainly works in Hindi movies. In 1987, Mahesh Bhat, directed , was declared in Bollywood by acting. Kumar was published in 1991 as a screenplay in the main character.In more than a year he played a hundred movies and won a few awards, including  (2016) for acting in film …  Best facting in film rostom.He was the first Bollywood actor whose collection of the film went beyond 20 billion rupees in 2013,By means of 11:160; he established himself as one of the most important actors of Hindi film.[ In the 1970's 1980 he achieved fame by acting in the films of Merrpi. Later in the aftermath he got famous starting in theatrical, fantastic films. Now a days he is Most favourite actor for everyone. He never likes nepotism. He is a true man and his talent make him a Legend.

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some word about Prianka chopra Ex-lover model and actor of Bollywood actor, singer and former world-faithful Prianka, have planned to make a photo of her life story about her life of chopping her life. In the first place of entertainment, there will be more issues in her personal life with the struggle of Prianka's printer. Prianka modeling carried out her love with him at the beginning of the Orim Golden Career. In 2000, Prianka won the Faithful Khetab, gradually climbing to the infinite love. Prianka is busy in Bollywood. she also struggled too. priankas life is going to be insensitive to the film director, to create the details of these topics. This is what happened recently said by GeNews. Unimpulsive March-prianaka choppra Prianca and his former manager publish publish, Jaju's controversial story also wants to share in photos. Prianca's father, Prianca, filed a complaint about sending Prianca threats and SMS in 2004. She reported that she was threatened by her family members, as well as her daughter, all the fabric's name. The police also arrested publishers.

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Untimely Rain If you want to, rain. The cloud was agreed, Waiting for Sudu, Going drunk. Birds sing. Rain is your call The white ben dreams, off the nose. That's why I sit alone, I'm the one who talks to the grass The grass is all shattered If you want to, you don't light, A dream night, Praying around the sky, Laugh to say the moon, When the light comes to an end, I know you're welcome. The white dreams of a holiday. That's why I sit alone, I'm the one who talks to the grass. The grass is all shattered.

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I love you "I have never loved someone as much as I love you, I don't care that it is bad to love you excessively. I enjoy loving you and I will always do so, if someone asks me what my first love was, I will say your name without thinking, because despite that you have not been my first love, you were the first to make me feel this love so great that I feel now, a love that I have never felt before for someone." Yeah thats you my love. You you forget me i never can. You are the one i really need.

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হ্যা যদি ইচ্ছে থাকে আমাকে আপন করে আগলে রাখার তাহলে রাখতে পারতা, তোমার তো ইচ্ছেই নেই। আমি থেকে কি করি আর🙂

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ভালবাসার মানুষ যদি ভালোবেসে থাকে সে কি কখনো তার ভালোবাসার মানুষের কথা ভংগ করে? তাহলে তো সে ভালবাসে নাহ,☺

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Love in soul I LOVE YOU NOT I love you not... Obviously! Certainly! I love you a lot. Perchance I'm pretending. Perchance I'm drunk. But there's something Bad am feeling. That oft tenses me I know not why? Days pass doing nothing But playing guitar Reposing lonely To shady sacred figs... When winds of autumn blow. When goblets of wine overflow. When early stars of sunset shine. My poetic soul feels demons; The demons, that bring me dangers. Nowadays see I strangers In my friends and wellwishers. Just these things tense me. And nothing else happens. And nothing else happens.

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Explanation of love How much I love, A woman that stands beside her man, A woman that respects him, A woman that holds his secrets, A woman that lifts him up when he’s down, A woman that supports him, A woman that is proud of him. How much I love, A man that has this woman to be his everything.In the game of hide and seek, I am the first one to be found, Without making any sound With all the feelings floating around, Bound, Head to toe and deep in the ground. Unable to cover, In silence I suffer, Instead of living in an endless summer.

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It is nothing like sitting still It very windy, way too hard to chill It is not that close to get to, You would have to walk a mile But, I am sure you’ll do it with a smile

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Your second crush Miakhalifa Mia Khalifa or is suicide! The surprise was the news that netizens were. Netzia was shot. Many have posted his peace on social media. So, 2020, is it? Really suicide is Mia Khalifa? Not at all. It's a rumor in Nettunia. Mia answered her own. The former pornster has not been warmed by this post and has not been heard of the evil words of netizens. He also took the rumor on the other side. On Twitter, he said, “Please don’t think I remember those who did not let me send flowers.” Following the tweet, fans have relied on fans. No. Then you wouldn't hear more bad news in 2020! The electromise was deleted after the news broke, but the tweet in Mia's tweet was deleted. Mia Khalifa was supposed to marry this year. But don't do this in the weather and the atmosphere of Lokodown, too, too, too, that Mia's marriage is too much for you. Mia Khalifa, a long boyfriend, was a brief-to-date-day boyfriend Robert Sandberg, has changed his ring with Sandberg. Swedish boyfriend Robert has no connection to porn. Chef is his profession. The relationship between Mia and Robert has been in the past two years. But he proposed to Mia Robert marriage to marry in mid last year. They went to dinner in a restaurant in Chicago. There and there are five romantic lovers, Robert is the first to produce Mia. He buried the diamond with the diamond. The Ring was open and it was so that she was a man. She was touched. The "yes" didn't mean the point. Since then, many photos shared on Instagram, former Adalt Star Mia Khalifa. He also has the ring of his irreparable diamond

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Your first crush sunny SunnyLeon. Former pornster. Now, though, she left everything and started in Bollywood. She has been accused of running pornsites from India. He has more information than this work that is unknown to many. Let's take a look at them. 1. He was born in Canada in 1981. She called by everyone as sunny. 2. Her family name is Bohra. But she is known as Sunny Leon in the media world. 3. Sunnys current height is 5 feet 4 inches And he weighs 50 kg 4 Sunny's parents admitted him to Catholic school 5. Sunny Leon wanted to be a nurse. He took the training. 6. He started a rotation from the age of 15. Get to work in German bakery. 7. She met a journalist in the Penthouse magazine in 2001. He's coming to the world of glamar. 8. Anti Bush was cut off his hair for promoting the Bush in 2004. 9. Sunny Leon is a animal lover she has taken more than one initiative for animals 10 She was the one who was the one when Sunny agreed to first pornography He will only porn the lesbian. 11. In 2004, the character of the Girl Next Door was played in the character of the guest. The second photo of his life is ‘virtual Video Girl Sani Leon’. She won the Evin Award. Pornografi is compared to Oscar. 12. The trip started by Jisms-2 to Bollywood by Sunny Leon. But his balloon was to be a deniation in Bollywood with the Polyjug film of Mohit Suri. But Sunny didn't film that because of the payment. 13. Before his work at Bollywood film, Sunny leon came to India four times. 14 Sunny Leon has run 42 porn photos as well as 42 porn photos

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I loved a girl A day when i falling love with a girl just look into her eyes. Her soul was so pure that my heart fall into love with her. Day by day our relation was deeper. I loved her because her honesty and truthfulness. But one day i make a mistake. She talk with my ex and somehow she caught me. And our trust start breaking from that. She also hide many things to me. After 2year we are in a long distance relationship. Our relationship is become worsts and now she said to me that i must be watch my Face in mirror. Why because i dont deserve her. Okay fine i will pray for your future until i love you. And i promise you that you never see my face again.