@Sizan200 26 September 2020

My sky is yours

I love you the way the stars adorn the skys The way the sun shines so bright “I love you,” those were my favorite words That ever came from your mouth Constantly I found myself drooling over you. You are eveything to me. My definition of love is staring and finding the beauty in your canvas The glitter in your bruised And the cracks in the windows of your heart I tried telling you I liked you I swallowed my pride But it clawed its way up my oesophagus And I spat it out like it was forbidden I know I have nothing to loose when I look into your eyes For I find true beauty in there The way you have champagne in your walk Is the same way I get drunk in your footsteps Your eyes are brighter than the sun shines unto me I wanna be closer than your skin is to you The other day you kissed my neck And I heard the angels calling out My name sizu For I know with you it will take shape and be alive once again Let me grab those hands of yours and never let go of them You will always be what matters most to me

As I yearn for your lips to run across my hips I’m ready to let you in to my world of desires There are too many words and too many names But yours is my favourite Your words are a crack of lightning at night Dangerous like a hurricane Perhaps you could be my forever You could be my beautiful distraction Crush I am ready to love you Just not ready to put a label On whatever’s happening Between the two of us I grew into loving you But one thing that’s hindering me is to put A whole label on this beautiful bond That we have right here Hands Stretched To The Swamp Even if some days my presence feel deprived from you Never forget I do love you Even if sometimes my thoughts maybe far from you and my mind lost in them Never forget I do care about you Yes never do forget that I am yours So even in my depression know it’s not a deception that my love is pure Sometimes doubts steps into my thoughts Making me sink into my regrets Old scars I still do have them Letting go the first time wasn’t easy And experiencing such a scene again puts my mind in a swamp of regrets That I try to escape from but yet keep going deep down Don’t get me wrong I don’t value my worries more than you But sometimes it’s hard to put them away and think of you For I am in a swamp of darkness My swimming skills are useless for this isn’t an ocean of water Where I can try to survive So it feels like my doom was near knocking at the of my heart But I do have hope that your presence will provide the essence I need Your hands stretched down to the swamps will be enough For I know I need help to be able to get out of this situation Cause on my own I will just keep sinking in Unable to last long without a helper So I wish you can be there by me at such times Please I need you and do love you And will forever love you And that’s why I am ready to let you into my broken life