@SheislikeAnteros 9 January 2023

Hope that the light will be in me after much dark state. The hope for me is that there will be strength because you have to be ready for the light as well. In the meantime, gratitude for everything and the teaching that habits and stubbornness, remaining in suffering only make it easier for the unsaid to live within. To learn to see the good, the noble in myself without confirmation from others and to sometimes change the environment because the sun is far away and the rays penetrate poorly here. I want to see vivid colors in myself.