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Friendzone

I know I don't own you And I know I never will Because when I tell you " Ill love you" You answered you wouldn't have the same way I It started lately this summer When I got message from you You told me you want to be a friend And so I tell you the same words too We spent each other day and night Sending sweet messages aright Then I just found myself falling To your warm presence each evening I hide this crap I'm feeling Knowing that you have so called girlfriend But I know deep inside I'm bleeding Realizing that I would end as your bestfriend I feel this anger when you're with her Though I know I don't have the right to feel But please don't hurt me too much 'cause I don't know how to escape this thrill I think I shouldn't ask for more 'cause you're so close and sweet to me And I shouldn't feel down All the times you don't call me I tend to hide my feelings for you When you're around I always do I know I have the right to feel it But whatever I do, I used to think about it But just before I sleep at I give myself time to think about what's Reminiscing the good times we shared And then realizing that I was just a friend. Bottled up inside Are the words I never said The feelings that I hide The lines you never heard. You can see it in my eyes Read it on my face Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace With memories that linger Won't seen to fo away Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand new day! Yesterdays are over Even though the huts' not Nothing last forever I must cherish what I've got Don't take my love for granted For soon it'll be gone All you ever wanted Is the love of a friend that you've known The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight But someway, Everything will turn out right No more wishing for the past 'Coz it wasn't meant to be It didn't seem to last So i have to set you free.