When I feel bad I make myself as lonely as possible. Before, when I felt bad, I would go and sit alone in the forest. Sitting there, the chirping of birds, the busyness of small insects or the silence of nature would make me very close to them. I haven't talked much since I was a kid, I can't talk to anyone even if I want to. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable not being able to talk more than necessary. But I have not had the talent to speak since childhood. That's why I could never give my lesson to my teacher in class even I knew my lesson. I could never express it orally. Because the silence of nature was built in my heart. ❤