@Sairaa 14 July 2021 more from that month

I stopped writing what happened then?

Hey, I hope everyone is having a great day and not checking the market as it's breaking our hearts each passing day I don't know how many of you guys remember me but I used to write here on daily basis or at least once in two days but I don't know suddenly what happened to me I stopped writing to take a break but then I even forgot how to write. I won't say that there was any specific reason for that, I just became lazy and I accept that I never even tried to write anything I started to spent more time on telegram then anywhere else as I was handling a community there. I became so busy there that I wasn't able to give time to writing or even think about it. I would also blame the weather as it's always 45,44,50°C here and it is so hard for us to do anything productive in this hot weather every night I am unable to sleep and every day I'm having trouble to wake up because of dehydration and the weather so that's also one of the reasons why I stopped writing. 2nd is of course the telegram and the communities, currently I don't have any but the past few weeks they kept me so busy I wanted to make sure I don't disappoint the owners and I never did. :') **So what happened when I stopped writing how it affected me.** Well you might notice that in my writing as well it has affected me badly in many ways I lost my creative charm :') I don't communicate well now even in the communities I was limited to few terms and words only as I stopped writing, reading and exploring new terms :') My mind got blank I was not able to think of any creative ideas or suggestions these past weeks and the thing it most affected was my writing ability in exams :') When I entered exam hall and saw my question paper I knew in my mind what these questions are and what are their answers but I was unable to write those thoughts out on my answer sheet I tried so hard and I kept thinking and thinking but I got stuck after each line or sentence this was so hard for me back then I was so proud of myself that I could just clear my concept and then explain it in my own words but now I was unable to do so I kept erasing the words and using whitener on every second word I even forgot common spellings such as beautiful or excellent or intelligent and it kinda affected my result not that bad I'm still in good position and I can still get A+ from here in final term exams and I will in sha ALLAH because now I know what to do to get my creative self back :') **What I would do now** All I have to do is reading and writing at least one paragraph everyday. 💜 And when I'm writing this now I know I just need a topic to discuss to write on then I'll automatically get the flow back like I did in this post🖤 Now I realized the true worth of Writing it's a gift from God to all of us especially to the writers we can make everything creative only if we follow our passion and stopped being lazy :') Stay happy keep writing and if you're someone like me then this is for you, don't stop writing, take a break calm your mind but start again with fresh mind because it will help us in so many ways that we don't know yet but we'll know them soon. 💚 Image source https://unsplash.com/photos/y02jEX_B0O0?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditShareLink