I am sorry...🙏

I'M SORRY.🙏 I have no excuse, only an apology I can still hear you crying from the last call Your quivering voice over the telephone line And when I think of it My hands becomes moist with tears Because I always hold you when you cry. ~~~ Today I could not hold your face And trace the cause of each tear along your cheek I could not feel your heavy breathing upon my chest I could not lean and brush my lips against yours Before kissing you with the full force of the world I could not hold your hand in mine and promise... ~~~ That I will be a better person for you That it may take time to get over my ways But I promise for you I will try That for every time I make you cry an arrow pierces through my soul And leaves me bleeding until you tell me it's okay. ~~~ I wish I could take back my words signed with the red flame of anger And spit them out before I said them I wish I could clean my slate And keep your tears for happy memories I wish I could take you in my arms Tell you how sorry and miserable I am I wish I could hold your waste and take you out for a dance In the loving glow of a moonlit night Careress your face under the boundless sky And feel the lunatic ecstasy of your body against mine. ~~~ I would waltz with you and watch you undulating Like the vine of a moonflower on a breezy night. I only want you to know darling That I love you with a full heart Sometimes in staccato steps Sometimes in colosal strides But I will love you through all the time And I will love you beyond all the time ~~~ So; Imagine me next to you on my knees Asking you for forgiveness with cloudy eyes And tell me baby That you will forgive me this time. I have no excuse Just an apology! Love, ©Sophie R. #bleedingpens