This is not the End, I just need a Reboot - smartBCH Journey

Seriously guys, I don't know why Sunday has this kind of effect to me. Its Like my body was already programmed to just do one thing and nothing more. Like, my body knows that it is her rest day so it's okay to stop for a moment and watch some funny video on facebook or maybe YouTube. And because it is a rest day, its also okay to extend watching some video even if I already reached the time limit I set just to procrastinate. Like "come on man - it's okay. Today is Sunday so it's okay to do nothing!" Do you know that feeling like someone is whispering to you to procrastinate even more even if you already convince yourself for many time to grind and make some noise, lol.

This is me right now. I like myself more yesterday coz I did a lot of thing. Like I read 15 to 20 article and make a post in noise.cash 5 times I think. And also talk a lot yesterday with a lot of user but now? Ah, I don't know. I feel like I havent reach my "quota" yet for today. I already spent a lot of times procrastinating and I am enjoying it very much, lol. And this is bad I should do what I have to do now and... Oops, sorry about that I just saw some interesting anime on Facebook that's why I have to search for a complete episode of it and I will download it later ehe. Anime is life so yeah, I choose "it" over read.cash. I really need to put some sense in my head. Wait...

But anyways, this is not about my Sunday actually or just how it went. It's about my smartBCH journey with Bitcoin Cash and what I decided to do after some thinking. Last Saturday night or exactly at May 21, 2022. I just have to do it or I will regret it later if not.

I think it was August last year when I started my Journey on smartBCH chain, the side chain of Bitcoin Cash, correct me if I'm wrong coz I'm not that sure. It is new but lucky me coz I onboarded earlier. And I had a great journey in there with everyone. But off course it's not always a happy day coz I also experience different emotions just being there. Excitement, Happiness and even Sadness because I didn't join the pre-sale etc,.

Actually, I already gain a lot but because of my greediness it comes all to nothing. It happens too fast that I didn't secured all of the recent profit that I had. Merely because I got greedy. I always put that on some of my article but it is me who can't do it. Now look what I get huhu. Believe me greediness will bring you nothing but heartache later on. I should really listen to my own words no? Tsk.

So the last time I check I still have 3.7BCH on my sBCH wallet invested in different token. It was 3 months ago I think, I didn't took a screenshot from it sadly so I am not that sure. But it drastically dumps thanks to my token which has bigger value. Like BPAD, CLY, FIRE and some other. I am actually regretting that I didn't sell my BPAD at 0.92 BCH before. If only, tsk. But even if I regret it nothing's gonna change so thanks for the memory.

And when I saw that CATS is also going down, I decided to buy some of it. And it go down more and more but still I added more of it. Overall I put 0.5 BCH to it. And it continue to dump more huehue. Same with CLY and BPAD. I thought instead of crying because of it why not just add more that's my mindset yeah. I thought it will recover but no, it dumps more and more and it hurts seeing my profits is slowly decreasing.

And then last month I check my sBCH waller on tuxpaper and from 3.7 it dumps until 2.7 BCH and then last night I check it again, it was down and only 2.17 BCH nalang. I really thought I can recover it if I wait more but it didn't. It just continue to go down. I just thought of checking jt again after reading @Eirolfeam2 article. After just seeing her title, I stop all what I'm doing and start thinking.

I put 2 BCH capital on it and just a little bit more if ever those token I'm hodling still continue to dump then I will be left with nothing. And I don't like that. I have to secured first my Capital and if I want to go back then I can just start all over again. I think hard before doing it. I have to weigh first every possibility that can happen. I also have this thought thT what if they start to pump when I already sold all of my token then I will surely regret that later.

But then again, what if it continue to fall? Then who will catch me if that happens? Lol. So I just come up with a hard decision of selling 'some' of my token and secured my capital. Whatever happen after this I will not regret it. And if ever there's a new project under sBCH I will support it off course. But I will choose only those I want so huehue. Bye bye my beloved tokens. Till we met again 😥

I still have a lot of token on my wallet actually. I only sold those toke that still has high value even though I am at loss. It's still better that to sell it later when I don't have anything to sell anymore because it has no value na. For sure it will never come to that so I'm hoping na makabawi pa rin yong mga token na yan even though I already pull out mine.

So here's what's left on my wallet. Hopefully di na sya bumaba and will start to pump na. Come on, give it to us.

I also have a lot of NFT in my wallet. Not sure if I will even be lucky to sell some again but I do hope. Soon

I wrote this Yesterday so lets just pretend that today is Sunday. This one happened the other night and that's the reason why I sleep late.

Btw thank you @itsmeCguro for the sponsorship renewal 🥳😽

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May 23, 2022

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