Sorry.

"I can do this!"

With a flowers in my hand, I started walking, eyes on the pathway, full of determination,

I caught his attention, his looking at me, eyes is pleading, i stirred a bit.

"But, No! I can do this."

"Hey, You're here."

"Yeah, hope you don't mind."

"I don't mind, no worries."

"F-flowers?"

"Oh that's for me, thanks."

Still his eyes is pleading, because he knows it's going to happen.

"But it's been decided, i decided it so I'm gonna do it!"

I give him the flower, looking at his eyes, showing my determination.

Once the flowers is in his hand, i held his chin pleading him to look at me.

I kiss him, and close my eyes to feel it, but no response, and it kills me.

As I watch him walking away, my tears is falling,

And i notice my surroundings, full of judgement, hearing heinous words, as if being gay is a big crime.

"Is it my fault that I'm like this, is it my fault that my body is accidentally put in a man's body? Whyyy? I maybe look like a man to you, but in my heart, I'm a woman!"