"I can do this!"
With a flowers in my hand, I started walking, eyes on the pathway, full of determination,
I caught his attention, his looking at me, eyes is pleading, i stirred a bit.
"But, No! I can do this."
"Hey, You're here."
"Yeah, hope you don't mind."
"I don't mind, no worries."
"Oh that's for me, thanks."
Still his eyes is pleading, because he knows it's going to happen.
"But it's been decided, i decided it so I'm gonna do it!"
I give him the flower, looking at his eyes, showing my determination.
Once the flowers is in his hand, i held his chin pleading him to look at me.
I kiss him, and close my eyes to feel it, but no response, and it kills me.
As I watch him walking away, my tears is falling,
And i notice my surroundings, full of judgement, hearing heinous words, as if being gay is a big crime.
"Is it my fault that I'm like this, is it my fault that my body is accidentally put in a man's body? Whyyy? I maybe look like a man to you, but in my heart, I'm a woman!"