Problem Solved and the Anime Series "Komi Can't Communicate"

Wahhhh, I though I failed to publish my article yesterday ┐( ˘_˘)┌ because of the error that I am getting whenever I am hitting the publish button. I didn't notice the "Update" button on it. I only notice when madam Jane told me. Meaning to say, it was published already and I just keep on updating it with the thought that it is still not yet publish. I want to blame the error that is prompting on it but I'm also to blame because I didn't notice that "update" button, lelelele. Duhh, self! Lol.

Anyways, if you haven't read it yet you can just TAP me babe and be lovey lovey rrorrrrrrr! ╮(＾▽＾)╭

Alrightuuuuuu, I started my day visiting Binance, noise.cash, noise.app, hive and other wallet just to check them. Including read.cash off course that I've been trying to check until 12mn. To no avail, I still failed to get in. So I just let it rest and decided to visit again this morning. Good thing, everything is finally good. Upon checking my bitcoin.com wallet I noticed my noise.app wallet. I've been checking it since October 11 until yesterday but I still don't receive any tip from others.

I am actually feeling sad and also find it unfair (｡•́︿•̀｡)

That I really spend some using my own muni to donate to some but no one even bothered doing the same to me huehue. I know, it's kind of mababaw but I love money kasi, huehue haha. And I spend if I know that I will get a return on it, how about you?. Practical na tayo mga beshy nukaba, so yeah. I got lazy and a little bit demotivated on being active on noise.app . I mean, if you are one of my friend there you'll notice din even before how rare I post in there.

In my head, one post a day is enough. And I am more active kasi on noise.cash talaga and I can't manage 4 platform in one sitting. So, I just keep it that way. But then in 3 days than I haven't receive anything, I just feel sad, huehue. Why no one loves me pala? Charree, lol. I visit the site naman yesterday but only to check if I have message. I found one, from my noonabels. As for the post I stop checking it for a while. I still have a lot on my plate so I thought Ill do that today.

I plan to be active na sana on noise.app but I got surprise on the blessings that I received so early in the morning.

And I realized, it's not that no one's love me. Maybe it is just delayed and I over react because mukha talaga akong pera! HAHAHAHA, I mean, sino bang hindi? Who's not? Really? Oh shit, maybe it is really just me, oh no ಥ‿ಥ.

So yeah, I become active a little on noise.app and I'm back again on grinding in read.cash and noise.cash. I guess my love for this two is bigger than those the newly discovered one, ehe.

Ohoo, the supposed to be small rant become longer, lol. I want to talk about Communication because of the Anime that I downloaded this morning. The taytul is Komi-san can't Communicate. She has a communication disorder.

Just an insight, but for sure some already knows about communication disorder. They have problem in communicating and they can't talk even if they want to. And it's not like they don't want to talk or what. More like, they can't.

While watching her talking to Tadano using the blackboard, I pity her because I can really feel that she really wants to talk. She wants to befriend anyone but just can't, unable to talk she will just freeze in her position and sometimes will look intimidating or even look flustered when someone tried to talk to her.

Tadano notice that on their second encounter and so he was able to understand Komi after saying what's on her mind. He even asked Komi if what is her dream and she answered it "to have 100 friends." And it also become Tadano's goal. He wants to help Komi.

Hmm, I can't help but to compare myself to Komi. I too, got flustered whenever someone will try to talk to me. I become uneasy and sometimes I got really nervous and that made me stammer. I also say something na i didn't mean to say talaga but because of nervousness, words just keep on coming out on my mouth na hindi naman dapat, huehue.

I don't know what's wrong with me though. I can talk normally to my family but when it comes to other people na medyo nakaka intimidate lalo, I find it hard to talk with them aigoooo.

How I wish it is just easy to communicate to anyone, tch. I have no problem doing it virtually but personally? Nahh! Can't UwU. Thst is why I always say that my character here in virtual world is very far far far far, from the real me in person. I maybe jolly here but in personal I am as boring as hell. You can just treat me as poop, you can see me but you cant talk me. Rorrrrrrr.

October 14, 2022

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