@Ruffa 28 April 2021 more from that month

I really hate crowded places that's why I always stay on my room. I can live with just my smartphone and my headphone I'll be very okay with like that. I don't want to go outside, I don't want anyone looking at me, I hate it not because I'm snob or whatever but, I just feel shy? Yeah, when someone look at me if ever I go inside especially if the perpetrator is a man I will go inside in my room that instant and I will hide there. But I do it simply, I don't want them to find out that I feel ashame when I'm in front of a man. I don't know what's wrong with me that I become conscious with them. I jate myself for being like this. For liking him even if he doesn't like me 😒😒. Ay wait 🙈😂