@Ruffa 21 April 2021 more from that month

I want to be selfish and set goals for myself . I really want to buy a laptop because I want to study again, I mean self study about my course or course. I'm a BSIT graduate but after I finish College that's also the time that my Laptop got broke. I used it that night because I need to finish somethings. And after I use it instead of bringing it with me on my Mommy's house I leave it to my Mama's house because I suddenly feel lazy to bring it with me. So, I put it into a chair. And then go to the house and then sleep. And then morning comes, my brother who's a sister now call me like he need 911 to take care of his poop. And then that's where Hear the saddest news ever! She said, their cat pee on my Laptop, you know the cat piss, it can really a pain in the nose as in super baho! I was to devastated that I want to kill the cat. But I stop myself because it is partly my fault. If only I didn't leave it there, I'm sure this baby is still alive now. It is because of my stupidity and laziness. I want to smash my head on the wall promise. If I can turn back time, I will really set aside this laziness and I will bring this laptop with me. But sad because there is no time machine. All i can do now is to cherries the memories that we have on my baby lappy 😭😭😭😭😭. I so hate myself sirs 😭😭😭