@Ruffa 5 July 2021 more from that month

All of the sign are on me, and yessss I am Self Sabotaging myself 😖. I lack confidence that when I act I will ask myself first if I can do it. My heart want it but my mind is the problem. A lot of reasons is appearing on my head until I gave up and just whatever. I won't push it, "I'm sure they won't hire me", "I don't think I can do it," so many reasons. I hate myself for being like this. I'm belittling my own self. Aside from it I'm not confident with my appearance, I feel like people has a lot to say, and I hate it. Arghh, I know I won't achieve anything if I continue this, but what can I do. It's on my mind, it marked there. Ahh, I don't know anymore 😶 This is just a comment on his article, nadala lang ako ng aking damdamin UwU. 😖 https://read.cash/@Peter-Molnar/self-sabotage-ie-not-achieving-our-goals-c5ffa107