It Takes Courage to Move Up
I woke up with a happy heart today. I mean, I feel like I am not holding back anymore. I feel like I am doing my best now unlike before that something is stopping me to you know, try new things. I feel like I was reborn and now with a new purpose, charrrrr lol. Kidding aside I feel lighthearted today. I feel like no one will get in my way to stop this lightness that I am feeling. I feel like no one can break it, yeah something like that.
And while being like that I can't help but to go back on 2 years ago when I am not aware of read.cash existence. If I will compare myself from today and from that 2 years ago, I can say that I really grow a lot. I am not the same as before who has a lot of negative though before. Coz today, I can try new things without hodling back. Just like when I tried Hive. I really thought I won't last long in that platform teheeee ( ≧Д≦).
But I thought wrong. Yeah, I maybe still a newbie but I took a big step to be where I am right now. It need courage and lakas ng loob (≧▽≦). I mean yeah courage that's all I need. I never really thought that I will grow to be like this. Never in my wildest dream that I will become like this, so dedicated to what I'm doing. It's fun watching myself being like this. "Ah, so this is the other side of her that can do good as long as she put her mind to it."
I'm aware of it now. I'm aware that I really grow here and that it thanks to read.cash. My confidence level is not that low anymore. Well, it's different matter if when it comes to my confidence about looks or whatever - we're not talking about thay. I mean, here in read.cash and other platform, I have confidence now to be with new people specially those from other side of that world. I easily get intimidated before but now, hihi not easily - anymore ಥ‿ಥ.
It's awesome coz I'm changing for good. Yiehhhh, I just notice it you see. And that is why I am writing this. Aside from I want to waste your timr I also want to brag about myself, hahahaha. But to all of you? I want to ask - did I really change or not? Is it for a good thing or much worse? What do you say about it? Feel free to judge me guys. I am giving you a ticket to say your piece to me.
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Change is good specially if it's for your own good. Leaving outside the comfort zone, wait guysuuu I almost Type ROOM instead of zone, lol. I can do this virtually but I'm not sure on my own growth as a human being in the world. Not sure about that, for now I am just happy that I'm growing here and I welcum change in me. It's not like it's easy to do that specially if you have a lot of what if on your mind and you're not even even starting yet.
Sometimes even if you want change, you will still be eaten by your fears and that will stop you to even start from taking a step. And even if we know that fears shouldn't be in our way to grow, it can't still be help as we are afraid of failures. Are you like this ba? Coz you know if I let fears take over me, I am still not active on Hive and for sure I am still afraid to try it again. It's not easy as it is so complicated but with thr proper knowledge and if you really want it, you can make it.
If you know what you are doing and if we make a research beforehand then it will be easy. Because we're not that clueless anymore. We have the bullet now so we can now finally make a move. We are armed of knowledge about it and we won't hesitate now to try it and change. We will now welcome the change in us and soon we will be thankful that we didn't get intimidated, that we didn't hodl back anymore.
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I'm not really sure if this make sense but that's what's on my mind right now, lol. I'm happy and so let's all be happy, lol.
August 09, 2022
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I'm really to meet you here ruffa chan, I grow closer to you tok and am very thankful with your support through ny ups and down. To more years and achievement with you!