Are you one of those people who love to imagine about the things that you can't get? Or if not, creating a love story where you are the main lead with your super crush as your main guy? I love to do this actually. I'm a fan of pocketbook and Wattpad and sometimes I get the idea there and I will apply it to my own story, sometimes I do it while doing my laundry and washing it with hands.
Imagining is just my way of getting all of my desires. From things, the person you like, unlimited money and more. It's still a great feelings even if it's just in imagination. For me, doing that is already enough to make myself happy, that's also one of my way to forget all of my worries, washing it away it away together with my negative thoughts. And, this is also a one way to wake myself up from reality that not all of the things you desired will be yours.
I'm saying a lot here, lol. This is just about my Poem that I publish 2 weeks ago or on July 02, 2021 8:06 AM in noise.cash. I give this one a title "Imahinasyon" or Imagination. I don't know exactly the reason of why I wrote this, or maybe it's because of some things on my mind that time? I'm experiencing something that time that I pour it all in that poem, nuxx kunyare sobrang ganda ng gawa , lol.
Here it is...
Mga mata'y nangungusap
Pag-ibig ang syang mababakas
Kaytagal na pinangarap
Di akalaing matutupad
Hiniling Sa Maykapal
Hinintay ko, at kahit pa tumagal
Handa ako, dahil ika'y Mahal
Inukit pa sa puso ko Mahal
Ligaya ko'y walang pagsidlan
Labis labis, nag uumapaw
Walang bibitaw,
Pangako ko yan sa'yo Mahal
Sabay tayong nangarap
Magka hawak-kamay
Inabot lahat ng pangarap
Ngayon tayo'y magka harap
Ngiti'y nakaguhit sa'ting labi
Handa na sa bagong simula
Naglapat ang ating mga labi
Ngunit ngiti'y dagling nabura
Kasabay ng patak ng ulan
Ang pagbalik sa kasalukuyan
Binalot ng lamig ang katawan
Ito'y dahil sa katotohanan
Walang tayo, walang ikaw.
Lahat yon, guni-guni ko lang
Lahat yo'y Sa Imahinasyon ko lang
Binuo ko para sa panandaliang kaligayahan
Kung maaari lang
Pipiliin kong di magising
Para kahit manlang sa Imahinasyon
Nagkaroon tayo ng magandang Ending.
-Parot/Ruffa-
This Poem goes like this...
It's about the girl who can't still move on from the one she love. She like him so much but the guy like someone else. He already talk to her and explain that they can't be together because he doesn't like her and that he like Someone else which is his childhood friend and they have mutual understanding already. And the guy is already courting his childhood friend.
When the girl learned about it off course she got hurt. She like him so much and she confess all of her feelings to him but she just got rejected. Well the guy has a valid reason, and good thing the guy is such a good man. He didn't give the girl a hope that they can have a chance to be together. The only problem now is, the girl can't move on easily even if she really wants to let go of her feelings for the guy.
Moving on is not that easy, everyone knows that. That even if you struck your heart of knife, you can't stop beating it for the one you love, to the one you love for a long time. It's your mind versus your heart, even if you command your mind to move on, but if your heart is so matigas! Then don't even think that you can move on. That's why the girl thought of a way to end her misery.
She lay on her bed, got her phone and plug in the headphone and then she play a music.
And while looking at the ceiling of her room, the music play and so the story in her head started, just like in old movies where she is the main lead together with the one she love. No, she's not sleeping, she's just imagining it. Her eyes was wide awake and the music continue playing, it was set to be played over and over so the story will continue until she wants to.
In her Imagination, she and the guy was so inlove with each other. They dreams, set goal together, intertwined hands they walk on to the path where they decided to go. They achieve all of their goals and now they decided to be one. They plan their marriage, they set the date and now at last. They are face to face in front of the altar, in front of God.
And that's where the girl woke up with the truth that he will never be hers. Someone already own his heart, and the only thing that she can do is to accept it. She will accept it, because she has to. She will move on and that him is just a happy memory that she will treasure even if it gives her a heartbreak. She still feel happy because even in her Imagination she feel happy..
Does it make sense to you? I mean all of these? I hope so 🙏. And I put a little explanation in English, I just write the whole thought of that poems. I hope some can still get it, UwU. And I'm not really sure if the tile of this article, I want to put the title "Imahinasyon" but, I don't know. I feel like it's not tugma with this kind of content, so uhmm 🤔.. I'll just put whatever here. Lol.
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July 18, 2021
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Hahahaha. Akoooo! Minsan bago matulog iniisip ko na yung gusto kong mapanaginipan. Syempre sino bang may ayaw ng magandang oanaginip o yung mangangarap ka na lang ay lubusin mo na. Yung bang kahit sa imahinasyon o panaginip ay nagkatuluyan kayo ng taong mahal mo at namumuhay ng payak.