Hair Loss Problem and Castor Seed Oil for Eyebrows and Eyelash

I remember back then I have a very thick face, charowttttt Hair I mean. I have this thick and healthy hair back then and it is really shiny that even Mommy Ding will always notice it and caress it and will tell me how smooth and silky it is. I am proud to that hair of mine and I thought it will stay that way until forever but I thought wrong. I know it is partly my fault and I'm to blame coz I allow that hair dresser to "Treat" my hair. .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·. If only I can go back in time and even if my sister want that as my graduation gift, I won't allow it, if only.

I think they do that "Hair Relaxing Treatment" to my hair that time and I really love the result of it. All I remember is that they use creamsilk and then use hair iron to make it straighter. The whole procedure didn't take a lot of time and if I remember right, I am not allowed to take a bath for a week or the effect of the used chemical in it will be removed. But we school that time so that is really not will do. After just 3 days I took a shower, lol. But it is as good as new pa rin even I did that. ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

And my journey with the new me (yep, I literally feel like a new Ruffa that time, lol) and with a straight hair started that day. I can even confidently flip my hair just like those models in a shampoo in commercial on the TV. I enjoyed it very much when I still have that long and silky hair. I feel beautiful because it's not that wavy anymore. I feel more confident to carry myself thanks to that. Confident that didn't even last long tch. But just as the saying goes "there is no permanent in this world." Even human perished when it's already time.

Maintaining it while doing everything we can, we can let it's beauty stay. But, this is where I failed. I failed to maintain my hair and now I think its crying and asking for a help. I actually use a natural ways to make my hair go back to it's beauty. I use coconut oil, coz I just heard somewhere that it can make my hair look shiny again but I stop it coz nothing is happening too and it is too hot in our place so I switch to aloe vera and try it again (I actually tried this before but wasn't able to maintain it), but I feel like the hair falling when I am taking a shower is much more than when I do not use it. So i stop using it.

I am not sure when It it happening I dont even sleep late coz I always sleep early. Or maybe it is really coz of iron deficiency? I am not even stress eh, so .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.. So I plan to try any other method. I plan to do this since I read tiredmomma article about her hair loss problems years ago but that time I am still saving and when I finally save I still hesitate coz what if I can't maintain it? I want to try it now but I have problem again which is BCH price, lol. Just when I'm gonna try it no? Siguro kapag kalbo na ako no, hahaha. But I still tried looking at it on Shopee.

I don't want to take the risk so I just set aside on buying it online. But, I just tried the castor oil for brow and eyelashes. I will just try that for now. I bought 3 little bottle of it weeks ago and I been using it since June 15, lol. I am looking some for my hair but I found this, lol. Well, I also have a little hair on my brow and eyelash so might as well just try it. Who knows I might get my dream bushy eyebrow with this? How I wish. So I been using this for two weeks and I think I'm seeing a positive result in it. I can see a little hair growing in it and I think it is good right?

By the way this is the product that I am using right now. What I love to this one is that it has that eyelash brush or whatever that called. And I can just use that on my eyebrow. I am still thinking if I will also put some on my eyelashes. But I am still thinking so maybe if it really show the results that I want, that's where I will use it. As for putting this on my eyebrows. I put it at nigh and leave it there until morning and wash it. Who else is using thus mind of thing here? Raise your teeth pweaseeeee (◕ᴗ◕✿).

You know what else I am wishing right now? That is, I hole that I can do this everyday. Because really, I forgot to put it sometimes. I really hate myself when it comes to this kind of thing. I'm only good on the first day and after that and when laziness get in my way again, thats where the problem will arise. Seriously, tch. I really really want myself to look like a decent human being but my laziness will always get the best of me. I know I need descipline when it comes to taking care of our looks but why I can't focus always that is why I am so jealous to others who has a clear view to what they really want.

And there it is, do you think may nagbago ba? What can you say? I think it has a little change on it, right right? Comment what you think please (｡•́︿•̀｡)

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Soon, it ever BCH start to pump again I will really buy that Castor Oil for my hair. I don't want to be called "Baldy" so I hope I can buy it soon .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

June 30, 2022

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