Boy I love you too much, but why it hurts. When I Found You I got lost for a second and from then on you stole my heart from me I didn't fight it. I welcome you wholeheartedly, believe in to what you told me. I like this feelings and I let it grow like for I find it new to me. And said to myself If I Fall - I hope he catch me in his arms. Yeah it happened and we are so happy together. You Save Me From Me, doing risky adventure like a birds without it's other wings but still push herself to fly. You show me the real you and I do the same to you. No inhibitions, just the real you and me - we have Us.
And you found out that it's Burdens of the Past that's why I'm like this. I just let you because it's you and I gave my trust to you. I didn't blink an eye when I let you in inside my system. Coz your the best thing that ever happened to me. You also said I Shine brightly now that I have you. You sound conceited but I agreed with it too. You even promise Forever and off course I believed it, coz it's you baby. You also said to me "Follow your Dreams, Forget the Scene and be who want you want to be" and I did. Thanks heaven I did, I finally found the things I want for my life - with you I can make it.
You're Only Young Once, this I can still remember. This is what you said to me one Summer that we go somewhere and stroll around. You Watching Over Me is the best thing that you did to me and I will forever treasure it here in my heart. We had The Good Life together, together we reach our dreams with our hand intertwined. We believe in forever and we're the Living Proof of it. We will get old and we will spend our last day in the hammock - still together and still had that big smile on our faces. It's Always You that I want but...
Why you lie to me Baby, we could be together forever but why you have to do that? Why you Runaway and left me hanging here. You didn't even leave an option for me, you just disappeared. I'm Poetically Pathetic waiting for you but you never appear. I cried a river that time, I feel like I lose the half of my eyes. I can see everyone but you're nowhere to be found. So our Love is just Temporary to you, that's what I thought. You didn't really love me coz you are so selfish. You only think of yourself then how about me? What am I to you?
Well, yeah you Have The Right To Write Me Off. But at least give me at least one reason so that I can move on. You lift me up into the darkness but you're also the one who pulled me down, but this time I'm not sure if I can still get out in this situation. I don't want to be save anymore. You show me the light but you're also the one who brought me into the pit of miserableness. I want you to Fall Back into my Life but how? It's impossible now. You didn't even give me the chance to be with you in your last moment and you just give me your Letters of Regret.
Dear Baby,
"You're the best thing that ever happen to me. You know I Love You too much I hate seeing you sad. I did this because I don't want you to suffer. It's enough that I'm the only one who's suffering now. I can't bear seeing you crying, I hate that. All I want ia just to see you smile and full of life. I don't want to see your lifeless eyes that you had before like you are just throwing yourself into death by doing those risky things you called Adventure. I'm sorry if I did this. You're reading this now so I'm sure you already know what happened to me.
I Didn't mean to hide this from you. I just want to spend my time with you without sadness and just a pure joy. If only I know that I will die early, I should've tried pursuing you that day. I should've just ignore you. Now you're crying again, you're sad I know. I'm sorry Baby, please know that this Man loves you so much, you're my life. And please! Please try to move on. Please find a reason to smile. Don't let my death stop you from loving again. Just thinking this makes me so jealous. But please, please love again."
Your Man
Yayy, this one is not that good I know but I still try my very best in creating this. It's one of Kudokudo's challenge again. By the way, I already have two entry for this challenge: Teresa Yungblud and I'm Afraid of Losing You. If to the first two I didn't had the hard time writing it, to this one naman as in this - I just had a little problem in constructing it coz my brain is not functioning very well. Too kuch distraction like my newly download anime series and then there's that Splienterlands, lol. Yeah, I just registered to it. I tried it and it's not that bad but, it's hard to understand it yeah that's that.
I use Amber Pacific song in here. I really love their song as in especially that If I Fall. You can check them in YouTube if you want and you'll never gonna regret it.
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I hope you still enjoy reading this guys.
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I've not heard this song before but your article hits home hard because I just heard of a true story about a couple as shared by my friend. Very tragic and I felt sad even though I don't know them personally. 😭