Reading @dziefem article about her childhood memories give me some impact that I can't help myself but to reminisce the past, as in the good old days where I am just a kid and I don't have to think about anything complicated but just to play and play and play. If I will compare the life that I have today to the past when I am just a kid, I will choose my past because I wish to stay as a kid than to think nonsense things that making my head aches so much even today.
I'm good on saying that everything will be okay, you can just do this and that to forget all of your worries without thinking that, if they can remove all of their worries that easily, then they don't need to rant and release the unwanted feelings that they had. It's easy for me to say to others to forget all their worries but then now that I experience it? It's not actually that easy. It's hard and it's making me dizzy. I want this worry disappear in my head but I can't. And like what other said "It's easy saud, that done."
But anyway, back to the memories. I like how my life as a kid even if I receive a lot of spanking from Mom because of my stubbornness and naughtiness. That even if I receive a lot of those using the hanger, her belt, walis tingting and many more, I will still do it because it's making me happy. That's what I love to do, playing, folding paper, go to your neighbor to play with them. Even if they are all boys I can still play with them. I also love guns that's why there's no problem with me using a toy gun.
And because I just sneak from the house, once I get home I will receive again those spanking. But what I missed the most on my childhood memories was when every birthday, I have cake. They will cook foods for me as a celebration and I will receive gifts. Even if it's not that bonggacious but the thought that I have cake is just a perfect birthday celebration for me. You see, I was just a kid when I got myself a cake. My birthday since I was un High School is just a simple one. And then when I get old, I only got Pancit Canton as a "handa" 😭.
Well, ut's still okay because in Pancit Canton, you will get a long life. Just don't ever cut that Pancit Canton because it's a bad things to do, lol. You won't get your long life if you do it, lol. Those days is the best time for me. I just want to go back to that time where I am enjoying my childhood. Playing to my heart contents and not minding other peoples, problems and my kwash. I want to go back in time where I don't know the word love yet but I know the word "Play." I want to be a kid again.
I want to experience being happy because of a simple things. Why it's hard to be happy now that we are facing many problems. Just being alive I think is a problem now to others. It's hard being adult because you have to face a lot of problems and resolving it is not that easy too. While when we're still a kid, the only problem that we have is how we can skip the eagle eyes of our parents. Or how we can go home early just to watch Naruto and Dragon Balls.
Some Are so eager to be an adult but once they become adult, they just want to go back again in the time that they are worry less. Just like me, I want to become an adult agad, but now that I become one? It's not easy being adult. It's just hard. I want to be a kid again.
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June 6, 2021
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Being adult is more hard and painful if you are from any low income family ..
Anyway, every one childhood story is same as like us but city side people childhood is different .. I still can remember about do not wanted to study at night after playing whole day outside and pretend to mom that i am sleepy shit .. Then she hold my ears and force me to study .. Ahh those days without phone evolution!