I know most of you here already know what it's like to feel in love. I'm sure some of you already experience it and I know that you know that it was the best feeling ever. Seeing my family happy is far different when you finally find the one who will complete you. On this, it feels like all of the problem in the world will be solved when I first saw her. It's just amazing, and this is the feelings that I will treasure forever in my heart and it's the best memory that I'll be happy to remember when I get old.
She's Casey, and I fondly call her my Baby. When I saw her that time I feel like she instantly get my heart in her hand and I'm just a willing victim of that heart snatching. You know that feeling that when I saw her the surroundings changed, this may sound cheesy and gay but who cares. I saw those beautiful flowers on her background, those angels that singing, the slow motion that really, wow. It's the best feeling man, that time she is the most beautiful girl ever that exist, she's like an angel and I'm the human.
She's the angel that descend from heaven and she was sent by our amazing Creator for me. Here laughter is lively and just sent happiness in my vein she's just perfect man. That time, I tell to myself "I will do everything to make you mine baby!" That's what I really felt and it's just so right. I befriend her first, I want to do it slowly but surely. We become close but not to the point that I will look like her best friend because after all, I don't just to be her friend. I want to her boyfriend that will love her until we get old.
I finally had the courage to tell her my feelings and I can't believe that the feeling is mutual. I was the happiest man alive ever that time. I literally jumps in happiness. We meet on first year High School and become officially in a relationship when we're in 3rd Year High School. We know we are young back then but, we already know what love is. And it will come to you unexpectedly, without a warning and no matter what you do to atop it, you will never escape from it, it doesn't matter what your age.
She's the best thing that ever happened to me, she's my life, my everything and she's the one I wanna marry. But before that off course we need to do our best first to finish school, help our family and build our own family someday. We have a lot of plans for our future. And we will do it together. We will achieve a lot of goals together and someday we will get those goals that we dream together and we will have our trophy, and that will be our wedding.
College days, our course our connected because if it's possible we want to travel together. So She's a steward and I'm the Pilot. It's hard but at the same time enjoyable because we love what we are doing, we become each others inspiration and strength. Every problems that will come we face it together and that's why we survive our college daya and graduate together. We are jus halfway of our main goals, we will finally face the real world and that's the world of workers.
We just had a hard time time looking for a job because you know, we don't have that much experience yet but we will survive this. She look for a job temporarily and luckily she found a vacant job in the office while me, I continue looking and also got lucky because I finally found one. But something unexpectedly happened and I don't know it is too fast that I didn't even grasp it on my mind. It's like a curse and I don't know what to do.
We become busy on our works that I didn't even notice that my Baby already lost so much weight. She doesn't eat that much and she always said that she don't have the appetite. I just ignore it that I thought she's just on diet but one time while we are on my apartment, she suddenly complain about her upper abdomen. I don't know what to do that time I am hyperventilating because of fears when she suddenly loss consciousness. I just carry her and call a taxi and go to the nearest hospital.
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"I now pronounce you as husband and wife. You may now Kiss the Bride."
I look at the woman infront of me and I am just lucky that I found someone who is patient enough to love me. Someone who love me even if I had so much hatred on my heart before. He gave her to me to mend my broken heart that was broken after my last relationship. She'a the cure on my wounded heart that's I'm still here and alive. He never give up on me that's why now that I'm free, it's time for me to hold on to the new love that this woman offers to me. "I love you Erica."
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That day, when I brought Casey to the Hospital. She was diagnosed of Stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer, I was shocked, confused and angry when I heard it. While she, she's just crying that I can't take it, I feel like we we're tested, our faith and our love. We find any possible way to escape her death but you know Cancer, it's incurable especially if it's stage 4 already. She fight for 1 and half year and then she take her last breath in my arms May 28, 2015.
It's been 6 years now, moving on is hard especially if you are already used in her presence. I forget to take care of myself, I become a drunkard bastard who can't move on to the death of his girlfriend. It's hurt, I feel like I'm dying inside and I also plan to end my life. And that's when I met Erica. She become my friend and a listener. She gave me the reason to live again and she is my Erica. The love of my life now. I will be forever thankful to God because she gave someone like her to me.
"You'll be forever in my heart Casey, you still have space here and you know that for sure and I'm sure you are happy for me now. You leave mark on my heart, I will love you forever Casey, but the kind of love that I have for you now is different. I already moved on and thank you for the memories, it's hard but I finally did it. I don't know if you're the one who sent Erica to me but I'm thankful. Thank You and I love you, Goodbye."
Wahhh, I did it. I finish it omooo I can't believee it. I have another one story, I know this one is cliche but, ehhhh I'm just happy I finish it, please be happy for me 🙈. But seriously guys, this is the kind of stories that I've created on my mind for how many times now if I want to cry or I'm on senti mode hihi. And now nailapat ko na sya, as article tho 🙈.
By the way I publish this one the other day, it's also a stories and I receive a good feedback from my friends here. I'm just to happy so I'm gonna share it too here: Heartaches and Goodbye. Yayyy yayy yayy 🙈😍. I'm not really good at this but I did it 🤩, I will accept any comment from you so feel free to criticize my work if you found chukchakchenes 🙈.
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May 28, 2021
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