A Desperate Situation that needs Assistance (or not?)
So, just few more days before National Election day. Are you excited? You know when I registered again for me to be able to vote ulit, I don't feel anything as in I'm just chilling and there's nothing in my brain. But now that the election is fast approaching, my mind is playing tricks with me again.
I am overthinking again because you know how many people will vote in every barangay. There's a lot even in our place. And even if they decided to vote in different time with us still, for sure the voters will flood thr place and that's what I am worried about.
Y'all know how much I hate crowded place. I become different person when I'm in a crowded place. Compare to when I communicate with my virtual friends here. I am more talkative here but when I am in crowded place, I can't stop myself from overthinking. Like what if someone I know approach me and I stutter?
What if someone ask for something and I can't answer them well? Aside from that, I overthink that they might notice my outfit, my face as in my everything and night find it you know, ugly. That's just how I overthink sometimes when I'm in a crowded place. Good thing facemask exist now but still, I can't help myself from thinking those things.
I know, it's just in my imagination but what To do? It's hard to think straight when I am thinking about it. When I am thinking about thr people that I will face there. It's making me anxious again. And I am thinking if I will still vote or what. I feel like not going anymore. Should I go?
But, I know I can't back out. I will Still need to go in there for my Mom. She will need her human cane and that's me lol. So no choice, I really have to go. Why can't we just do it online no . But well, some might hire a hacker to sabotage it so I guess it's not included in the choices.
How I wish I can be a fart even just for a day. You know, vote and list my name there like I am invincible utot. Without anyone noticing me. Well, if I will be a fart anyone can still notice me but they will never know that it is me lol.
Ahhh, I am just desperate now that's why I am thinking of a lot of things. If only I can divert my attention to anything to forget this negativities in me aigoooo. Anyone who can grant me a wish? I wish to be A billionaire! Lelelel, kidding aside can he be mine even just for a day?
Hshahshs, wrong I mean! Not this! I want to be a fart just for a day pweasee. Grant this and my first two wish, hihi. This is just how desperate I am to escape from this situation so forgive this overreacting gal. If you're one introvert person like me then you'll understand my dilemma.
It's not easy now to communicate with everyone. It's impossible for me now. Being in a crowded place for me needs a lot of courage for me to be able to pull this off. I need a hero that can cover me from those gaze. Ahhhh, why this is so complicated now for me. Really.
It's not really a big deal but, how not to think about this coming election? Can you please help me get through this? Lol. I feel like any moment now, people will start to torture me to do something bad to me, aigooo. Oh yep, that's just one of the scenario in my head.
That's just hoe severe I overthink. That's just how severe my situation. It's like I am in a tight spot or what, grrrr. Sorry about this kind article guysuu, I just need to release all of it or else, OMG!!
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But anyways, it's really coming so let's vote wisely okie? Choose whoever you think is deserve the position. And whoever wins, let's just support them.
Ciao.
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May 07, 2022
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I can feel ur anxiety bhieeeeee nako nako pero try mo bumoto ng medyo late na. Un kasi din balak ko para di na masyado madami tao.