@Ruby.rubi 14 July 2020 more from that month

To be honest, ayoko na ulit maramdaman yung mga naramdaman ko dati. I don't want to have my breakdown every single night. Ayoko na makatulog kakaiyak. Ayoko na makita sarili ko na umiiyak gabi gabi while asking myself a lot of "what if?" and "why" Sawang sawa na ako masaktan at makaramdam ng bigat sa dibdib na hindi ko man lang malaman yung dahilan.