@Ruby.rubi 27 July 2020 more from that month

A temporary death.

Sometimes I just want to disappear for a while and see who's gonna miss me when I'm gone. Am I going to be missed? Will someone be sad when I'm gone? Do I really matter? Or the world will just forget me as if I never existed? How I wish I can disappear for a while and when I come back, I am healed, unbroken, and complete. I wish I can do that, but sadly I cant.  Because the truth is,disappearing from this world is  a one way ticket. Once you're gone there's no coming back. And you won't be able to know whether you matter or not.