True story: I wish

Today Ami John is missing a lot I don't know how she will be--- she was sick in the past few days a lot -- I don't know how it will be now -- it's been a long time since she hasn't even called me---

she has a lot of problems she hardly hides from her other husband and calls me Uncle doesn't like Ami's call to me - I wish I had my mother like Sana How good it would have been—

Baba thinks I have forgotten Amy now and am happy in my life now but he doesn't know that I still miss Amy every time -- everything in my room misses her, my bed, mine, pillow, my blanket, everything, I wish Baba didn't divorce you mother--- something before you divorced Think of me—

If Baba had married Amy by the choice of grandmother, don't even bathe this marriage---- If Baba remarried Nazia Aunty after grandma's death, then he would not have left Her mother ---- second marriage is not a crime, but does any such wife throw the children out of her life? Someone does as Baba did to me----

Baba was my father before marrying Nazia Aunty now he is only baba of Sahil and Manahal, not me --- he no longer loves me as before--- talks only when needed ---- not even baba---- is Baba had to change after the second marriage, I would have left my mother—

Separated from my mother and changed herself--- as long as Amy was comfort in life, there was love---Ami kissed my head before I woke up in the morning -- I loved it -- now You open my eyes with Nazia Aunty's scolding -- how sweet things my mother used to say after picking me up -- I used to laugh at my dreams coming at night—

I used to laugh at my mother. How happy it was— but the joy was very short--- at the age of seven, Baba separated me from my mother— Amy left this house forever---- the walls of the house were crying along with me that day -- Amy wanted to take me with her, but Nanabo and mama didn't let it happen --- they were harshly erased from Baba then her daughter Why keep her home----

Soon after the divorce Nana Abu got Amy married again and she left the country with her husband--- Now I have only phone contact with Amy and that too is not equal--- Ami has her own family--- Baba is happy with her family -- my parents are complete with their own families and I am absolute without my mother I'm incomplete -- All the damage caused by baba and Ami's separation is only mine--- my heart drops dying after being separated from Amy. I'm dead from within, but what does Baba feel? If he had realized my incompleteness, he would not have done it all--- If only Baba had not done so—

Today my sadness has gone up to an extent– how many times Have I cried unknowingly since morning – today is New Air, Baba Nazia has gone for a walk along with aunty, Manahal and Sahel--- he also wanted to take me with him but Nazia Aunty said to Baba, "If Ayesha goes with us, Then I will not go—

Baba can't offend Nazia Aunty. He said, "I'll take you around tomorrow, but I don't even know tomorrow, I won't even say to Baba now--- he's not my father. If he were, he wouldn't have treated me like a step-daughter -- he sees Nazia Aunty's abuses with me, but he doesn't say anything—

Nazia Aunty has made me a maid. She makes me do all the work. Baba doesn't care--- Baba doesn't care -- and from the top, Amy says, "Ayesha, you're too scared, girls who don't have mothers and their daughters are as timid as you, so don't ask how scared they are to be brave, so don't be brave--- Mother asks me to be brave, but how brave I am-- I'm a Broken family. I am the daughter of the one whom everyone has looted all over her life, not life, no life—

if someone calls out loud, the heartbeats--- if someone speaks loudly, the heart is satisfied--- even if someone abuses her--- she has to drink tears because she says shoulder on which to cry--- shed all tears---- If only Baba ever thought that it was because of him. I wish Baba --- what had happened to me----

Baba has fixed my marriage with his friend's son but I am not happy with Baba's decision--- I am very scared. I am afraid that you should not be like a mother with me and no Ayesha will be born again--- heard that daughters are born with the fate of mothers.

What will I do if I am also treated like a mother? Where will I go? I was still a mother, I still have no house of my own---- When she told Her Mother about this, she said badly, "Don't speak nonsense, think well, Inshallah will be all good--- but how do I think well I don't know how to think well." I wish Baba had ever realized how much you have done wrong to your daughter--- I wish Baba ------

My life was more or less the same as it was after marriage. If my daughter had not been a haiku, she would probably have died--- but now there is an excuse to live--- everyone is very fast in the in-laws and where do I cope with all these low-minded girls--- there is only a mother-in-law who cares for me like my daughters------ my husband Hamza is a strange man.

Even stranger, I still don't know what shortcomings and shortcomings have made him feel like --- he objects to everything I say. The first objection was why I am all the time. They like girls who speak snobbishly, and I like these girls----- and when For Hamza I like these girls. When she started living, her mouth became famous---- when she made these complaints to Amy, she said, "Good daughters try to settle down --- but how do they ÷?

Don't tell me---- Everyone here makes fun of me and just cry except cry and nothing comes to me There's only one thing in life I do very well and that's crying -- I don't know anything else to cry who learns I don't have a life--- I didn't have a father but not equal to---- I now have a thousand ha in myself Flaws are visible sometimes You think Hamza is in his place Okay I am not able to --- be --- a highly educated and very successful businessman and I cry dabo CF-A-Fail girl - My and she said joint-----

Ami and mother-in-law say, "Be prepared with nick suk at the time--- such a woman wins a man's heart and motivates her to do so." And it goes Shayla--- but my experience said that if a man is insensitive, he is not able to persuade again---- Hamza has changed a little after the birth of Hayka, and thank Allah, Hamza loves Haiqa a lot, but Baba also loved me a lot until there was a Nazia aunty in his life, so where did baba go?

Today---, if I have no respect in hamza's eyes, how can all these daughters deserve respect because of baba whose fathers make them orphans when they live --- daughters can never live with in-laws whose father never calls them on any festival--- if there is no canopy on their heads, then the sunburns---- I am very tired of all these situations --- no one supports---- neither courage---- no kind affection--- no one ----

if only Baba you knew where your daughter had lost because of her separation from an app's mother where how many sensations have been collected -- I wish Baba you could have known something--- I wish you could----