In my own opinion, it's normal to feel bad to these people. But resentment is not good. It brings no good to hold it. Throw that away. We have to accept that it's the reality. Whatever your situation is, whatever bad things they did to you, how many times they ignored you, keep it as a motivation for your life to succeed. One day, they'll recognize you as their relative and they'll be proud of you, and could live together in harmony. After all, they are your family. And of course, don't forget to always be grateful for those strangers who have helped you. 😉👌😘