@Quarts 31 July 2022

The important thing is not the sunrise, but who is with you when the sun rises. Let the curtains of dreams be torn so that your hair will get tangled in my hands again. My heart trembled. You suddenly came to my mind. I don't know why, don't ask me. I am sad when I remember you. Every time my Venus aspects Uranus, you are born into me like this. I close the curtains and immediately select a bunch of sad songs. To feel and remember you more deeply. The notes in the songs do not pity me. They pierce my heart like spears. It's good for me though. The more it hurts, the more I remember you and the more I love you. Look at those mountains, their heads are smoky too. Come on, let's go to those mountains again. Give me your beautiful Venus hands. Let your beautiful and deep smiles touch my heart again. Let the curtains of dreams be torn so that your hair will get tangled in my hands again. I don't want to be a child, I don't want to go back to the past either. Getting older is better. Because the more you remember, the more memories that make you happy accumulate in your mind and you make fewer mistakes. Don't give me short sentences. I want long sentences. May they never end. You talk, I always listen.