@Purplewinkle 30 November 2021

Good evening my dear noisers! Just finished watching over my mom. I'm so sleepy and not feeling well. I think I got Zoe's cold. But before that I just wanna share what happened this morning. My sister calls me before they go to sleep and it's early morning here in my place. Mom said to me "I'm going home. I wanna go home." I feel so sorry for her. I told her that we're praying for it to happen ang we will keep on praying. Just like my first photo some raindrops holding by the spider web I was holding back my tears. As soon as we ended the call I messaged my sister what our mom is telling me. She replied "what do you want me to do?" I said, "nothing. I'm just telling you about it." Then she said "just don't tell me. It's stressing me out." I said "sorry". Sometimes I don't know what to do or say. Maybe I should just shut my mouth. I know that it's hard for her. It's very tiring and stressful that's why she's irritable and sensitive for some topics about our mom. I know my sister feels 10x folds of what I'm feeling right now. I don't really know what to do. So here I am letting out my prostrations. I should just take a rest for me to feel better. Good night my dear friends. I'm leaving you my yesterday's sunset.