Today is kinda opposite to my usual boredom day, co'z we are here in his province to do some important matters. Phew! I really love when I'm with nature where I can inhale fresh air and of course the food is province style. However, the weather is as hot as usual, even though it's 8 am in the morning but I still feel the heat until my bones lol!
Life is short, we don't know what lies ahead of us whether we continue to live and enjoy life or we die without any sign. See? life is truly unpredictable, in fact no one can detect who, when and where the time is. It might be a tough, humpy and bumpy road but still try to strive hard, no matter it may. It might surprise you with failure, disappointment and pain but sooner or later success will be the end of the road. A trip where it tests your faith and strength, changes your character from what you were before, and people come and go without telling you. When we are desperate to do so, we make some mistakes that we regret in the end and thus believing Him so deeply is what we really need. There are instances that we think that it's like we carry heaven and earth but still we have to overcome it. From being shy to a warrior, from being unconfident to full of confidence, from being naive to someone who knows how to handle things without any help. Life is a cycle, there's no other way when we are up but to go down and vice versa. Despite how challenging it is as long as we have breath there is always hope.
When we die, people only talk about how good we are to them, but when we are alive they will always backstab and talk negatively behind our backs. When we die they only see our goodness, and tell us "Nganong ikaw pa man?" (Why do you die anyway). "But.an kaau ni siya ba, bata pa pero namatay na" (She/he is good, but dies at a young age). See? They can't recognise how good we are when we are still alive. How unfair, isn't it? When we die, people only remember us when it's our birthday or worse they will totally forget that we exist. How painful it is. When our loved ones seem to forget that once we became a member of the family, there are still some who will remember us forever.
I will talk about this today, because as I said we are here in his province to finally put his brother's body where it should be. He died almost 13 years ago, and his family visits him every celebration, whether a birthday, Souls day or just simply a normal day. Finally, a dream came true of him to be finally buried near to his lolo grave, co'z before he was a not too near place but when there's an occasion we went just to put some food and a candle. But today, whatever the celebration, maybe we can do it all together. The celebration is in one place, no need to go to his place to visit him. Anyway, his father had a dream of him last night, where he wanted to finally put his grave here. I'm pretty sure, wherever he is he will be happy. There's no other place than to be with the family, with the so-called home, with the loved ones. We maybe can't choose our family but still we are blessed and grateful.
To all my lovelies out there, don't ever give up. Keep pushing and don't forget to enjoy life❤️
Masakit isipin kapag may mga mahal tayo sah buhay nah lumisan dito sah mundong ibabaw, pero yan talaga ang final destination natin ang grave.