@PrettyDiane
If I could just undo my life, I would go back to the time where I met my husband. I would ignore his chats, and not fall from his flowery words. Instead, I'll heal from my past traumas, focus on my dreams and career because that's my greatest "what ifs" right now. I should have prepared myself before getting married. I should have find a stable career and enjoy myself traveling alone. I should have love myself and forgive myself at the same time. I should have prayed for the man whom I'll marry. 😢 I should have waited and asked for God's guidance before I marry. Life might be different if I chose the man I marry. Life wouldn't be miserable, I'll be able to enjoy the things and foods I want to have. Maybe in another life, I am happy with the life I chose. In another life, I'll be able to experience recieving flowers every special occasions. 😅 My man would spoil me with the life I deserve. I'll be able to love more, to give more. My love is drowning, I was changed by circumstances. I am not who I am, I miss my life before marriage, and what makes me hold on to this marriage is my daughter. The greatest blessing but I was kinda hoping she didn't end up with us as her parents. She deserves the best, and we're the worst.
No comments yet