What's inside me

Ever since at grade school I wrote down what's bothered me, through poem and notes. I can't express it through voices that's why I always jot it down, Being a youngest in the family seems hard especially when you are sickly. You have lots in your mind Imagining lot of thoughts. The hardest part is when Mom got sick and need hospitalization. She needed medical attention stay in hospital for months. Experiencing like abandoned kid eating every meal at different house with my sister. While Mom battling a Cancer in the brain, Living in the house with kid friends seems funny and struggling. I wrote it all in my notes..My past times..and I thank it because every time I feel depressed I expressed it through words.. But sometimes I lost my notebook.. Now this is it new platform of writing here we are..I'm in.😊