@Parnia 17 June 2022 more from that month

During these times of emotional breakdown, mom is the only one who really understands me. She never asks questions like what happened? Why are you crying? She just give me ideas to get rid of the problems I created intentionally or unintentionally for myself. I am someone who has 99 problems daily and She is someone who has solution to my 100 problems(why 100? Because she knows the trouble I am gonna cause next) I regret not listening to her a few months back and creating a huge trouble for myself but she still has a lot of solutions for me and I am still not following her advice. Maybe that's the reason I suffer so much. I was telling my friend that because of back pain I can't sit anymore but she said it's not the right time to be a drama queen and I should just sit there and try to do the work that I wasn't even supposed to do so rather than leaving I just took a few minutes break and drank water and tried to take some shots of sun and guess what? .... It shined for me!