If you are reading this, it only means you're still alive, congrats self! Yehey, that's a good thing to celebrate. You are still alive despite of your health condition and also, your daughter graduated college and landed a pretty decent job, right?
So have you done what you have been wanting to do, like travelling? Move your ass bฤฏtch and do it! Don't feel guilty as if it is a crime to reward yourself because you deserved it. After all those years of sacrificing for other people, you deserve every luxury in the world.
Start with Boracay. I know how you love to go back there because the first time you went there with your in-laws is kind a traumatic to you. You did not enjoy the beautiful sceneries because you were so stressed out. So this time, wear your best swimsuit with a big hat and flaunt your beauty in the beatiful island of Boracay.
Next will be in Palawan, Puerto Princesa, Batanes, Baguio and the last thing that you want to do is go back to where your roots came from, Davao del Sur.
Have fun with your life! Don't waste your remaining days in contemplating on what to do. That's what you've been doing all these years and it takes you to nowhere.
And if I will find out that you're still the same old me, I will find a way to go where you are right now and I will kick your ass out of your house and drag you to where you're supposed to be, got it!
-From your old self
This just came out of nowhere. I feel so stressed out. I feel so tired of yesterday's tired and today and tomorrow's will be tired. Am I making any sense here? I am just tired. Actually I am so not in the mood to write. I just want to rest for a day without making noise and writing an article. But if I'll rest, we will have no food for the next days and my medicines as well. My husband has no permanent job and so I have to do my part as his partner. It feels like I carry all the burden. This morning, we had a little argument, out of nowhere, I told him this, "If di ka nagresign sa work, sana medyo nakakaluwag tayo ngayon dahil kumikita din ako." He just kept his silence and did not talk to me. I think I offended him somehow.
In all fairness to him he has been a good provider to me and my daughter. He spoiled us with everything. He resigned from his previous job because he felt so unfair with his boss. And as his wife, I do understand.
Hay, why do I feel like this ba? Maybe its all because of my period. I blame it to it, tama ba? Hahaha. Okay enough with this nonsense. I think I'm just tired.
Date Published: December 18, 2021
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Okey lang na ilabas ang saloobin, ng sa ganun ay gumaan naman. Good job sis.