So today, I'll not celebrating the Christmas Season because I can't feel it, but maybe I'll go to Church later at the evening to offer a prayer.

So let me share you some pictures from my gallery:

1. Kilawin

Last day, they made a kilawin that is kinda spicy. So what is kilawin? Kilawin is made by raw fish, eggs, vinegar, onions with a little spicy content. I literally love it! 🥰. You guys should try this to those who still didn't eat kilawin.

1. Doraemon Stuffs.

I buy them all for just 500, except for the one who's in the last with a dark blue color. I take that from my cousin's house, the cousin of mine who took her own life has too many stuff toys from the people who was close to her. So sad that she didn't try to open up but instead took her own life. May she rest in peace, I hope her lil sister will be okay soon rather than later, I know how stressful it is.

1. A family picture.

This was taken years ago and all of us here are just 1 month old, actually I'm hapoy to see this because you'll not notice that there's so many problem in my family. I mean, we look like a perfect family to others but yeah, not on us. We looked happy at the eyes of others, but only in the eyes of others. Not until you're one of us.

1. The Moon.

I captured this last Dec 19, 2021. I'm so stressed during this time and what did I do is I lay down at the soil with a box pieces on it and stared in the sky for almost 4hours. What makes me sad is what my mother told me, I don't want to think about it..so I'll just do my best for everything despite anything.

1. My First Picture in the 1st day of simbang gabi.

I'm just done crying here and I have no sleep during this time, but my eyes looks like sad and happy at the same time. Maybe because I was able to go out after a long period of time, second is I'm so stress and depressed but yeah happiness is only my choice to feel okay.

1. Kinder Graduation.

Why do I look like not in a mood? Actually I still remember how bad my day was because of my graduation. I hate make up and I don't use one of them, I only use lipbalm or lip moisturizer since my lips were always damaging when it's too hot or too cold. The reason why I'm always pissed off it's because of a make a make-up 🤣.

1. A birthday celebration last Dec 6, 2021

This is a small celebration of my family last Dec 6, 2021. It's my auntie's bday on my father's side. She's a lesbian xd, see? There's no straight on my family xd.

My niece were bi, I'm a lipstick lesbian, my partner is a lesbian, my other niece is also bi and my nephew is a gay. My auntie's are also lesbian and bisexual.

So I'm proud being one of a LGBTIQ+ 💗

So story time:

Last-last day I'm on my friend's house and doing some house chores with them, I just go out for a little moment to avoid stress but we too ended up talking about the stressful matter of online class.

She said, she's having a hard time doing studies because the signal to her place was so weak. The circular data was near there but it has a weak connection and also a signal, we barely can't connect to her wifi because it's too slow and sometimes it's gone.

Welp, me too. I'm having a hard time about my subjects and also the projects, I mean, I can't manage to finish them all since I was having a hard time to understand it. I'm planning to stop but I need to finish my last year now, I'm not lazy to study but the online class yes. It's giving me hard time to understand everything and to participate online because of the connection misunderstanding.

Also one of my teacher told us, that if we can't afford to have a good connection then one of us should dropped out. I'm not going to say any name since it was illegal without the user's permission.

Ealier at 5AM.

Me and my partner were talking to each other and I asked her if she want to talked with my father. She said yes since it was still early and she has a work at 7am.

My father told him theat he wanted me to go to Baguio at june, he really insisted it. But later on, he talked to me saying if I finished all of my requirements before my flight then I'll go at March 23rd. What makes me happy is he accepted me as his child, I'm a lipstick lesbian and before I thought he can't accept me.

But after they talked to each other, my father start being nice to me out of nowhere. Actually it creeps me out since he's not like that, how come he'll become like that aftee talking to my partner?.

What's My Christmas Wish?

• I read a lot of article about their Christmas Wish and Christmas Gift. So let me share you mine, all I want in Christmas is peace of mind. I mean, I want a peace of mind. I don't care about things or what, I just want a peace from everything. Like stop thinking about them for a short time, stop worrying for a short time and be happy for a short time. I don't really feel happiness whenever that I'm laughing, all I can feel is emptiness. I can't explain what kind of emptiness but yeah, I really feel empty out of nowhere especially if I'm sad.

My Goal Next Year.

• My goal is to earn 10k inside of 2 or 3months 🤣, I know it's impossible but let me try my best.

ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

So this year I'll mpt celebrating my Christmas since I have no money to prepare a food, all of them used into my fathers medications. But since, I'm still happy and contended 💗.

I know it's a sad Christmas to everyone since the users here who's become part of us are become inactive after the Typhoon Odette, I'm hoping that we can hear some news about them and some update of how are they. Stay strong everyone! This month was tough, but we are strong enough to handle this!.

-OfficialGamboaLikeUs