"Questions About Myself: Know Me Better."

Last time, I saw ate @Pachuchay 's post titled, "A little more about Myself", I already do this before but let me do it again so that everyone can get to know the better me. I can only introduce myself doing this article, I hope all of us can get along.

Who's OfficialGamboaLikeUs?

• Some of you knows my facebook, sometimes I link it here and sometimes I link it when I'm sponsoring someone. But when you ask, who's OfficialGamboaLikeUs? So as you know, my real name is Gyra. But you can call me in anything you want, I have a nickname called "gygy", I'm originally from Laspiñas but I'm currently live here in Iloilo.

If you guys can remember, at my last article months ago, I already said that my name was was taken in the dictionary word "Gyroscope.", so what is gyroscope? Gyroscope is a equipment that's used to detect or measure the angular motion of an object. My dad was a retired seaman and this thing is his favorite, they want a son but God gave them a daughter. If I were a boy, of course my name will be Gyro taken from the word gyroscope.

Years ago, during my SHS days.

• I have a teacher who loves to call my name since it was an equipment. When he read my name for the first time, he didn't mention it. Instead, he looks at me and said, "Your dad is a seaman right?", And I was shock, like, how tf did he knows that? And he said, "Your name is an equipment, so I guess your dad is a seaman.", And that's were I laugh.

After that, everytime he calls me all I can here is, "Is equipment are present today?". And of course my classmates knew who it was. But he was a good teacher, even if you fail his class but still you can get a good grades and he said, "Having a high grades is not important when you work, so all of you here are just fair." He's the first teacher that I met with a good attitude, and a teacher who didn't care about the grade. How nice of him.

What's your strangest hidden talent?

• Sleep everywhere, to be honest I don't know why I can sleep all of sudden when I'm everywhere. I mean, sleeping while standing, sleeping while sitting? Nah. It doesn't matter as long as I feel sleepy. I'm not sure when thisnthing start but sometimes I slept too much for a day and still sleepy after sleeping for a long hours. It's my talent to wander around my dreams, like all I know I'm just dreaming so I'm doing anything that I want in my dreams. Weird.

Where do you want to be in five years?

• Still at the word, you know what I mean. Sometimes it's hard for me to stay in this word because of the struggles that I am experiencing but I need to fight, and I need to stand still no matter what since I only have myself from the start.

Chars, having a good life. I wanna see myself for the next 5 years being free from the problems and anything that making my head spin.

What are you most afraid of?

• Losing myself because of my own family. Sometimes I really feel sad because of what's happening, like I was trying hard already for them to show what I can but still they kept comparing me to others. Sometimes I can't think correctly and it's driving me insane.

What am I good at?

Listening

• I love listening to the life story of others. When I'm still at the youth group, I learn that listening to someones life story is important also for us to gain more lessons, and to learn few things about their stories. We can't judge them and we're not allow to add comments why did they do that and this, it's because at the first place they are the one who's choosing their options and not us. So instead of judging them, let's try to listen about their stories first.

What is my biggest weakness?

• It's about me. It's about myself and my thoughts. My biggest weakness is when I strt thinking about negativity and suddenly, I can't get rid out of that from my mind. All I can do is trying to stay calm and emphasize everything even though I'm having a hard time because of it.

How do I feel when faced with change?

• I feel nervous, when I'm thinking about facing it I feel nervous. Maybe because I am aware that I've been in a past for too long and I need to change no matter what to be positive in life again.

What was the last thing I purchased?

• It was a mini table lamp from shopee, I can't sleep without lights now. Nasanay ako na may ilaw simula nung nagkajowa ako.

Do I believe in giving second chances?

• No, for me once you cheated once, that's enough already. My ex already cheated like 11x or more than that last 2015-2018, we're like on and off, I feel sorry about myself because of that experience. I'm just a coward to believe all of its sweet words and ended up with nothing over and over again. My worth is important, and I hate it when someone is putting away especially my feelings.

What do I think I could never, ever give up?

• My life and my dreams. No matter how stressful I am everyday and how weak am I, I still can't give up my dreams just because of that reason. They said, no matter how hard the life is always choose to fight back.

What’s the best advice I've ever received?

• It's when my partner said that I can't give up, and I always need to stood back at everything and gain trust to myself, that I don't need to feel insecure because of what am I, instead I need my confidence to boost even more.

And last, What is my greatest strength?

• The answer is, my instinct. This instinct of mine was always positive all the time even if life is become a mess, my greatest strength is I'm still believe to myself that I can do better than anything that I am doing. That I can stand up in myown and can start a fight with life no matter what...my most greatest strength is believing to myself that I can..

Heya guys! How's everyone? It's been a long day for us to start a new one again. And it's kinda stressful and chill at the same time, congrats to all who succeeds this day and don't lose hope to those who fail today. Let's continue to fight! Aja! 💓

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