So last day I read @dziefem article titled, "Mindset ba mindset.", Actually the title makes me laugh hard last day even if my anxiety was quite bad.

I feel normal last night, but today I don't again.

To be honest, anxiety is the most weirdest mental health condition for me. Why? Because it's like you have a multiple people inside your head where the first one is happy, the second one is sad, the third one is angry, the fourth one is don't have appetite, the fifth one is want to party or anything that people can feel also.

What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play?

• Badminton. During my elementary days, I often play and join any badminton competition at school. But of course my parents are not allowing me since I have an asthma and over fatigue is bad for my health, but I really love playing badminton ang also pingpong hehehe.

I still remember when I have a game tomorrow during ny junior high school, I spend my weekends by playing adminton like whole day and half night. I totally forgot that I'm going to play when monday comes, I over fatigue myself and ended up overslept and unable to wakeup from the alarms and call. When I woke up it already 1pm and I received a 50+ missed calls and chats from my friends and also my teammates. I just say sorry and explained everything.

Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car?

• Ride a car, I love sleeping inside the car, van or bus. Yes, I can fall asleep easily when my surroundings were not noisy, but in house, I can only sleep peacefully at night because when the morning came until evening it's so noisy here. All you can hear is shouting.

There are times also where I woke up suddenly because of too much noise or someone will suddenly shouting. That's depressing, tbh.

Have you ever had a nickname? What is it?

• Yes, I have many nicknames and let me list them down below.

Gygy- this name was called by my aunties, they were calling me gygy since they said it was easy than gyra.

Alexandra- when my teachers can't pronounce my name Gyra (Jay-ra) they were calling me with my 2nd name which is Alexandra. Some teachers where calling me "Gay-ra" literal na bakla mga sis.

Xie- some of my friends were calling me Xie because I'm always saying "Thankyou" when they were giving me things.

Ry- my ingame name is ry, lot of my virtual friends inside of the game were calling me "Ate ry" or ry, they also know me by calling "Ryz", "Raxie", "Raxiella", see? I have a great name inside the game.

But yeah, they all calling me sleepyhead since I love sleeping.

Some of users here were calling me ate Gamboa or ate gyra, feel free to call on anything you like hehe.

What did you want to be when you were small?

• A nurse, I love nurses and Idk why. A lot of my family were Doctor or a nurse, some of there were IT or electrical Engineering, when I reach g7, I realized that I want to be a lawyer. I took Pol-sci at the main campus of West Visayas State University, but the tuition was quite huge so I dropout and switch into Office Ad because I want to work at the law firm.

But wait, learning Stenography as offixe ad student was hard. I mean, you can't be wrong on ever stroke or else it will be creating another word instead of what you mean. And I feel like I'm learning ABC again.

Are you a clean or messy person?

• Clean person, I hate being messy. I'm just being messy when I wanna clean the house. Every night I'm putting things out from their places so that in the next morning laziness will not going to attack me.

Whenever I see the house messy, I always clean them because I hate seeing dirty little things on the floor. Lmao, I always have walis paypay on my side.

My life rants.

So I buy a sandal from shopee sized 42, It's for my father since his sandal is not on a good condition already this and looks like it was going to give up. It was good and has a soft foam where you feet will feel comfortable.

When I give it to my father a birthday gift earlier, instead of saying thankyou he got angry and told me why I buy him a sandal. My mother like it but my father were not, I feel hurt at the same time because I spend my money to buy him a sandal.

He scolded me and told me to stop giving him anything on his birthday. Kinuha niya saka nilagay niya bigla sa sunugan, my mother told him not to because it was really a good looking black sandal. It was really hurt me, because when others give them a gift they were keeping it but when it's from me, he hates it.

I wanna ask my father why, so that I can figure out his reasons why whenever I try it he doesn't talk to me not unless it's not about his birthday.

I'm not planting any sama ng loob sakaniya, I still respect him because he's my father. I hope everything will change when the time comes.

OGLU2022
MARCH 8, 2022
BLOG 8 ON THE MONTH OR MARCH.