June 20, 2022

Entry #7

Whenever I talked about him with a few people I trust, they always have the question, Why him? Like, they would tell me that many men showed interest in me and that are somehow could be a good catch, but why did I still choose him. I just remain silent every time I hear them asking the question over and over again because I think there's no specific answer for that. I would just simply say because I love him. But, I cannot see their satisfaction from them with my answer. Now that I have thought of it, I can name a few why I choose him.

I choose him because he never said I looked more beautiful if I wear makeup. He always compliments my just-woke-up look and says I am beautiful with my messy hair. I wonder if he just says that so I will not feel bad but I think his words are true because he's been doing that for the longest time.

I choose him because he never tells me to wear sexy clothes and high heels just to look presentable to other people. He always likes it when I wear the clothes I'm comfortable wearing and he never fails to give kind comments about whatever my get-up is. He truly knows how to bring butterflies in me and that makes my heart somersault.

I choose him because he supports me with all the things I do. If it's something that he doesn't like, he will help me decide if I am doing the right thing or not. He doesn't tolerate my wrongdoings as well. I loping self-discipline with him. I liked that being with him helps me grow as a person.

I choose him because he loves his mother more than anyone else in the world. I was told by someone that one should choose someone who loves his family, especially his mother because you will be able to see how you will be treated by the person. And I can see that I am in good hands. It's just very sad that she passed away so early. She should've seen how wonderful he had become right now. I've seen how badly hurt he was when she died.

I choose him because despite that he is not my first love but it feels like he was. It was him who first made me feel like I'm very special. It's the love I've never felt from anyone else before. The kind of love that treats me right and the kind of love that I don't like to end. I've never felt so many butterflies in my system before. I'd never gotten so much love until he came. It makes me feel not to feel love if it's not him.

There are countless reasons why I choose him. It's not like every day I love him the way I love him so much like today because of disagreements and petty fights, but I will choose him every day in this lifetime.

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