@Nico91 6 November 2022 more from that month

People don't belong to us. That's what I had to learn from the experiences I've had in recent years. That we don't even own the people we love the most, those to whom we give ourselves completely, those to whom we feel we belong forever. Neither parents, nor children, nor friends belong to us. No one. Although sometimes they promise to accompany us to the end of our journey, people have the right to abandon us anywhere along the way. They can leave us without any reason and choose other paths, with other people. Or I can die. Unexpectedly. Sometimes very young, sometimes even children. We can be abandoned and abandoned without any notice. They will try to tear us from our souls with a brutality that is hard to understand and bear. Sometimes they will succeed, sometimes we will stubbornly keep them in our souls, because we are dependent on them and because we do not know how to live without them.