@Nico91 9 December 2022

It's true that the passage of years changes you... I can feel it! I think with nostalgia, about the years of my youth, not because I want them once more, no..., but about my way of being, about the naivety and shyness in which I used to bathe and I return to the present, about the man that I am !... I still have a touch of naivety and I still have some embarrassment, for the shame that the other one does not show, but I manage to overcome it, much faster, than before! I think differently now, deeper and look for the essence... I don't always understand myself, but I accept and allow myself to be wrong! I know I do it quite often and they have decisions that are not good for me, but I move on! I don't stop, I don't stop myself and I don't wait for someone else to pick me up! I stand up, because I want, when I could very well, sit and ask others to fight for me! I am at that threshold between two worlds, wisdom and childhood! I like to combine them! And I allow myself to be happy! Laugh! I didn't know that Life itself has a special beauty, when you are at peace with your soul! Okay, I scold him sometimes, I grab him by the shoulders and shake him a little, stop being so gullible! He doesn't always listen to me and maybe that's why we get along so well! When I'm on the ground, he takes care of me and whispers in my ear to get up, because my time among people is not over and I still have many battles to fight! The biggest one is with myself! I wear this daily and sometimes I win, sometimes I lose, but always, thanks for what I can! Maybe by mistake, I got rid of a little more pride, in the formed character and maybe it doesn't always do me good... it's too bitter sometimes and too stupid to admit! But it's part of me and I accept it! All this amalgam of feelings gave birth to another man, who savors to the maximum, every moment of happiness and refuses to be beaten, when the decisions belong to him! Only now, I think timidly and fearfully, about everything I have been able to collect so far, to have something to pay with, the passing of my time... I am not completely satisfied, but everything that is done, can no longer be changed, only accepted ! It's me and that's it!