@Nico91 10 December 2022

There are still a few days and another year, let's leave behind... And I can say, that I had a few lessons... It's those lessons, which I usually stay repetitive and angry with myself. Life keeps teaching them to me, in a desperate attempt, that maybe I can learn them, one day... I learned again, that friendship is fragile and that at the gentlest breeze, it shatters, as if it never existed... I learned once again, that every word is anointed with honey, and underneath, the venom has little left to flow... And something else I learned... That I have to give, without asking in return, without asking questions, because they won't be pleasant... I learned again, that no one loves unconditionally and no one gives their love for free and for every drop, I have to pay... I learned what tears taste like and how long they can go and because I haven't reached the end yet, I've been repetitive...again... I learned to enjoy a little and if I want more, to fight and get it myself, because no one will do anything for me... I learned to combine suffering with joy and from every drop, to satiate my soul... I learned that happiness is fleeting, if you don't believe in it... Each lesson left its mark on the soul, sometimes putting it on the ground and sometimes lifting it up to the sky... For everything, thank you! From every person, to whom I opened the door, I learned a lot and from everything, I drew a conclusion... that before everything, I have to love myself and believe in the person that I am! We would learn that nothing is easy and trust should be given to few people, and pains and hardships, said to stones and waters... I learned that there will always be obstacles, but they can all be overcome, if you get up after every fall... I've learned that I have to own up to every mistake in order to move on... And I learned to forgive, so that I could be forgiven in turn! I learned to finally smile and say thank you for everything and move on to the next year, hoping for better...