@Neptune 21 July 2022

For the longest time, I thought I am appreciated. I thought I am valued just as how others are valued. Little did I know that to you I was just no one. What about the good old days? What about the private conversations? Seems to me that you forgot about me... Despite the countless of times you disregarded my presence, I still think that somehow I am close to being considered as one of the important people in your life. The little hope I kept in me vanished quickly that very moment I knew you asked about everyone. Mentioning other people one-by-one, except ME. Who am I fooling? No one but myself.