@NAM 30 January 2022 edited more from that month

Twenty Sometimes I don't know where I'm headed Like today At 20, the stage where I feel so lost On journey between cliffs and ocean At times, all I see is paths and high cliffs I keep walking and climbing without knowing it's end Bearing the tiredness felt Repeating for Quite awhile At times, all I see is endless ocean water Sailing a yatch, following the direction through compass Vast ocean, witnessing sunsets and sunrise Can sometimes feels like nightmare At times, when the wind was so cold I was awakened and ended up in a dark forest Walking along the road without light I tend to look back, thinking if I'm walking on the right path The fear was eating me The self-doubt and lack of self confidence Day by day, anxiousness is coming to me What if I don't meet my expectations about myself In life, Is it okay to feel this way? just sometimes..