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Good day read-friends! Today is a lazy day for me, oh, not just today, I think it has been three, four or five days? I am not so sure. I blame this to the vacation that my online students took, lol. Now, I am left with a lot of time to myself but not having enough energy and motivation to write here.

Being the chismosa that I am, I love reading other's works in the hope of getting some information of their daily life. Little did I know that it is late and I haven't written an article yet or my laziness creeps in again and I don't feel like writing anymore. Back when I have more classes, I used to write something that I could published here at 10 pm after class but now that I am free all day and night, I couldn't get myself to write anything. My mind says it is because I haven't take a bath yet but is there a scientific explanation behind it?

Anyway, as I was reading articles here yesterday and this morning, I came across Ms. Janz article answering random questions originally came from @King_Gozie's article that he called twists. I find it interesting and so I wanted to give it a try.

If I knew read.cash for so long would I have given it my best?

Maybe. I mean, just like everything we do when we do it the first time, we are excited and eager to give our best. But as much as we want to be consistent with our efforts, our motivation would be the hindrance. There will be lazy days and grind days for us. I believe all of us here are trying to do our best eventhough others may have other roles and jobs that also needs time and effort, we still spend time here.

Do I like being who I am?

When I am in my best days, I like who I am. I embrace myself when I feel good but when I am in my bad days, I feel like I wanted to be someone else.

Why did God created Adam and Eve if He knew they where going to fall?

This also sparks curiosity in me back then. But now, I have come to the agreement with my curious self that maybe God allowed things to happen because it is part of His grand plan.

Sometimes, I asked why do God allow His people to suffer and allow bad things to happen when we know that He could have control over everything. But later on, I realized that God only wants what is best for us. Sometimes bad things happen because we, ourselves create it. We haphazardly commit decisions without His consent that when we fail, we blame everything to Him. There are also bad things that are not caused by our actions but still we say, "God allowed", this maybe because He wants our faith to put into test and He knows that it will help strengthen us.

Do I question God if He gives me a different answer from what I asked?

Yes, I did. Many times. I would be hypocrite if I would say I am always obedient and submissive to Him. Of course, there are times that I would be sad if He has different answers from what I asked. I have dreams but when God says "No". I still figure out to make dreams come true my way which is impossible. Sometimes, I would not talk to Him for days in the hopes that He will finally give in and give what I asked. I am like a kid but acting like a kid doesn't work for Him. After all He is the God and I should obey Him and not the other way around.

What is the worst memory of my childhood?

I was bullied back then even until now but I have managed. I am thin and I broke my left arm when I rode a bike at the dike. My left arm is still functioning though the minor operation failed. My left arm is still not straight as it was before. So, that is why my classmates would call me names back then and would wait for me at the gate of our school so they could block my way using an umbrella. Haha. I used to cry back then and I thought of never coming back to school again.

Do I believe God is an unlimited God? if you do tell me why?

Yes, I do. He pours out everything from heaven and showers us with blessings. Sometimes, we take it for granted and fail to thank Him. Some people might say He is not unlimited God because He hasn't answered their prayers yet but God remain who He is even when we say He is not.

He is also an unlimited God because He is the God of Second Chances because He keeps on forgiving us eventhough we have failed Him many times. Still, He remains the same. He loves us anyway.

That's all friends. There are 13 questions but I only answered six. I wanted to answer all but I'm afraid I might bore you.

If you want to try the same set of questions, feel free to click the link above. Good afternoon!

Thank you so much everyone! To my sponsors, upvoters, to the people who spent time to read and comment, you made my soul happy! Thank you heaps!