my beginning

Every night before we go to bed I'm always preparing the candle for my light when I'm sleep. And I actually did not seeing anybody, or anything,or even the night skies outside the house, because it's empty. All I can see Is a dark sky and dark sorroundings. It's very quite,there is no sound or music, but there is a tick-tick-tick. And a click coming from the mouse of the laptop of my cousin daughter. I let the candle open, so that I can see some light inside in our room. So I don't feel empty. But more lonely. So Do I think myself so very untouched? No love. But we have food. But still, I'm not happy.