@Moncats 23 September 2021 more from that month

Why I love all but date none. Everyday, I try never to step on toe, trying the best to smile even when there is nothing to smile, each message or chat to friend, always end with we are the best brother( to a guy) or I love/miss you (to a lady). But why don't I date?? Seem I'm damn unlucky, well that's not so. Been in relationship a couple of times( a relationship which is base on no string attached) and what I learn scare the anxiety of dating out of me. Hey!! As a free being which I am, don't want any to detect who and how I want to be. Don't want to be told where to go, MAKING dating seem an ILLUSION TO ME (ILLUSION THAT IS CONTROL BY ANOTHER) (SOMEDAY I WILL DATE BUT NOW, IM NOT READY) THIS IS PERSONAL #MY_DAIARY_1 #RandomThoughts