05-06-22

Hello read.cash family. How are you today? I hope that you are all doing great.

Before I tackle to my topic today I would like first to take this opportunity to say Thank You to this amazing person who stays and support me. Thank you for your kindness and generousity.😘

To all my readers, commenters, subscibers and to those who give an upvotes to my work Thank you as well, I really appreciate everything.

I'm sorry if I wasn't able to visit your work yesterday, and lately today because I was so busy taking care with my lil'boy who's had a cough and cold, and I feel also not feeling well maybe because of not having a good sleep.

And today I feel so stress, I'm sorry for this article of mine today but I just want to express all the feelings I have right now, I don't have anyone to talked to, I don't want also to bother my friend because of this, my heart is so heavy right now,and I want to burst on tears, but I couldn't. That is why i just choose to say and share it all in here coz I more feel safe here than posting something on Facebook or talking to someone I know. I feel that no one will judge me here, because of my rants.

So the reason why I feel stress because of our situation right now, my partner really want to resign with his current work,because he feel so stress as well, he is not happy anymore in his company because of so many thing has change, some of his friends as well already file a resignation letter for the reason that their account was getting worst.

It's not a problem to me if he really want to resign, because I can see how he struggle so much handling a lot of customer and some of it were toxic and rude. Beside their salary was always late,and the management can't do anything with it, that is one of the reason why my partner want to give up on his work and I understand him.

I support him as always in every decision he made, because I can see how he is so determined on it,and I'm sure that he can make it,I trust him. I can see his eagerness to reach his dream as well as mine and support our daily needs,he never fail to provide our basic needs, it's just that we don't have yet any savings to support for one month, I don't want him to borrow some money again with his siblings. I talked to him lately and I explain my side, but we ended up fighting. He feel and think that I don't want him to find another job, and just stay on his current work, but that is not what I mean, I just want him to stay a bit until we can save enough money to sustain our needs for one month, but he already submitted his resume and filed an immediate resignation letter. He just want me to trust him, of course I did, but he can't blame me if I feel worry with our situation. If only I can do something to help him, but for now I can't do anything because I can't leave my baby just to find a job.

I don't know what to do now, bahala na si batman.hihi just kidding. Whatever the result, I just have to support him and I am hoping that we can survive in this challenges again. I have nothing to do but to pray to God that he can help us with this trials in life.

That's all for today,thank you for passing by, and keep safe everyone. 🙏❤️

See you on my next article, I'm sorry again for this.

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